January 2014 bus. New year, new bfps!!!

[Choccywoccydodah]

Well, you know what they say :)

BFPS!
Lime19 TTC #1 cycle 4, BFP 30th DEC!
Punkypod TTC #2 cycle 2, BFP 2nd JAN!
Broodylicious TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP 3rd JAN!
HippyJess TTC #1 cycle 1 BFP 5th JAN!
Cherieblossom TTC #3 cycle 2, BFP due 6th Jan

Awaiting BFPS!
Toots123 TTC #1 cycle 1 BFP due 31st Dec
Hopemummi TTC #1 cycle 10, BFP due 1st Jan
Zara1984 TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 1st Jan
Bumpbangbump TTC #2,BFP due 2nd Jan
Thefuturesupremerulersmum TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 3rd Jan
Saltyseabird TTC #2 cycle 6, BFP due anyday
Broodysnoopstie TTC #1 cycle 5, BFP due 4th Jan
Wakeytryingagain TTC ? cycle 1, BFP due 5th Jan
MHJC TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 4th Jan
Wondercat TTC #2 cycle 5, BFP due 6th Jan
Rockins20s TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 7th Jan
cybercat TTC #1, cycle 1 (following MC & poss chem). bfp 7th Jan
Laceylee TTC #1 cycle 1 mmc, BFP due 8th Jan
Nordicmum TTC #3 cycle 2, BFP due 8th Jan
Kitty TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 8th Jan
Bumpandgrind TTC #1 BFP due 8th Jan
Kt1991 TTC #2 cycle 5, BFP due 8th Jan
Blithereens TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 8th Jan
Findingme TTC #2 cycle 6, BFP due 9th Jan
Fairypants TTC #3 cycle 4 post mc, BFP due 9th Jan
Littlemissy1234 TTC #2 cycle 2, BFP due 9th Jan
PetiteChouette TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 9th/10th Jan
Cosyteabags TTC #1 cycle 7, BFP due 9th.10th Jan
Cottonwool4brains TTC 2 cycle 10, BFP due 10th Jan
Mrskoala TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 10th Jan
RMumness TTC#2 Cycle 1 BFP due 10th Jan
Skybluegirl33 TTC #1 cycle 6, BFP due 10th Jan
Seasavage TTC #3 cycle 1,BFP due 10th Jan
Upnorth TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 11th Jan
Sleepisf0rwimps TTC #2 cycle 4, BFP due 11th Jan
Glitterlily TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 11th Jan
Onlymydogunderstandsme TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 12th Jan
Jessica78 ttc#1, cycle 7, BFP due Jan 12
Mundaycakes85 TTC #1 cycle 6, BFP due 12th Jan
Angelicjen TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 12th Jan
Kitkat TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 13th Jan
Akachan TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 13th Jan
Scoffin- TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 14th Jan
Choccywoccydodah TTC #2 cycle 5, BFP due 14th Jan (2 chem)
Harry2007, TTC #3, BFP Due 15th January
Justmarriedbecca TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 15th Jan
Monstersauras TTC #2 cycle 3 BFP due 15th Jan
1974rach TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 15th Jan
Moffit TTC #2 cycle 3, BFP due 15th Jan
Tigsy TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 16th Jan
Rubyshoe TTC #2 cycle 4, BFP due 16th Jan
Mistyautumn TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 17th Jan
Becauseisaidso50 BFP due 17th Jan
Amy246 TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 17th Jan
Polythenegirl TTC #2 cycle 1, BFP due 17th Jan
Gingerpanther27 ??? bfp 18th jan
Spinninggirl10 TTC #2 cycle 2 post mc, BFP due 18th Jan
Jennyofoldstones TTC #1 cycle 5 BFP due 18th Jan
Thingsthatgohumpinthenight TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 18th Jan
Honeybear30 TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 19th Jan
Imaginaryhat TTC #? cycle 8, BFP due 19th Jan
Bexwex TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 19th Jan
Beatrixkidding TTC? cycle 1, BFP due 19th Jan
Doctordonnanoble TTC #1 cycle 1 post mc, BFP due 20th Jan
Barmybunting TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 22nd Jan
Treaclepie19 TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 23rd Jan
Reginafelange22 TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 23rd Jan
Northernlass81 TTC#1 cycle 1, BFP due 23rd Jan
Kittyvoncatsington TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 24th Jan
Sleepingstarsmommy TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due 24th Jan
Missmrsmummy,TTC#1, cycle 2, BFP due 24th Jan
Aisha18 TTC #1 cycle 4, BFP due 24th Jan
Hazelbrowneyes TTC #1 cycle 1/2, BFP due 25th Jan
Sazzlehopes TTC #2 cycle 14, BFP due 25th Jan
Charlie343 TTC #1 cycle 3, BFP due 25th Jan
Lottystar TTC #3 cycle 4, BFP due 26th Jan
Owlie84 TTC #1 cycle 1 or 8?, BFP due 26th Jan
Keeping TTC #1-cycle 7after MMC in July-BFP due 26th Jan
Onelifeonechance TTC #1, cycle 8, BFP due 26th Jan
Knottyknitter TTC#1 cycle 2, BFP due between 26th and 4th Feb
Mama31 TTC #2 cycle 8, BFP due 27th Jan
Queenasanti3 TTC #2 cycle?, BFP due 27th Jan
Nottalotta TTC #1 cycle 8, BFP due 28th Jan
Hollyben TTC#2 cycle 2 post mc, BFP due 29th Jan
Bellaboo88 TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 30th Jan
Bumpbangbump TTC #2 cycle 2, bfp due 30th Jan
Meezermum TTC #1 cycle 1, BFP due 31st Jan
Hazelbrowneyes TTC #1 cycle #1 BFP due 31st Jan
Englishgirlabroad TTC #1 cycle 4, cycle 1 post mc. BFP due ?
Ram19 TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due?
Somuchfruit TTC #2 cycle 1 post mc, BFP due?
Fivemoreminutesmummy TTC #3 BFP due? (coil removed 11th Dec)
Wineandchoccy TTC #1 cycle 6, BFP due?
MSvee TTC #2 cycle 3, BFP due?
Kittyrose TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due?
Mammy2be TTC #2 cycle 2, BFP due 3rd/4th week Jan poss?
Lorelie TTC #1 cycle 3/4, BFP due?
Lifehasafunnywayofhelpinguout?
Puddingandhotmilk TTC #2, but still Bf'ing DD so no AF yet
Htbftm TTC#4 cycle 1, BFP due- no idea!
Mrsf2510 TTC #1 cycle 2, BFP due end of Jan
LH1981 TTC #3 cycle 5, BFP due?
Mattsmama TTC #3 cycle 3, BFP due end of Jan
Lovecuppy TTC #1 cycle 5, BFP due end of Jan
Princesscrystalx
Flukewoman BFP due anytime between 14th-21st Jan
Hibou7688- lurking
Stewietakestheworld-lurking
Jilljill2890 TTC #? cycle 7/8?, BFP due?
Icy-lurking

Mum2kiss TTC #2 cycle 2, BFP due 1st Feb
Missingbun -AF arrived lurking until Feb bus!
Pebble-Af arrived

Thanks onelife! I'm ok really and your right we are entering the fun part so that will perk me up ;) I haven't warned DH re the pedaling....want to keep it for a surprise ;) hahaha!!!! just to see his face really!!!!

DH is so broody at the minute....well actually he has nbeen for a very long time....but more now than ever, I am too but he is so so broody! I've never seen him want something so much! Just makes it hard sometimes to see him like that and not get a bfp! Also so so many people around us are announcing pregnancies....some even with twins!!! and I'm thinking "twins! I only want one!!!! I'm not even being greedy! Just the one would be perfect!" I know that's silly and I'm super happy for everyone who is pregnant as it's such a special blessing! But you know what it's like just wanting it so much as well!

But hey, I know all you ladies feel the same way! I'm just venting!!! Anyway must dash......have some pedaling to be getting on with ;)

Hello Everyone,

Congratulations to all the BFP's!

I have had no internet access for the last week which seems to have made the 2ww even longer!

On CD35 today, I thought AF was due Sunday but it was yesterday going by last month. Decided to do a test this morning and it was BFN, however after getting a bit upset realised the line hadn't appeared in the control window! Too scared to do another one today so will wait until the morning I think. For the first time ever I actually poas, when I was testing for DS always did it into a pot doing the test that way and I think that might have been where I went wrong!

SMF - nice to see you in here. You need to get in the KOALA peddling plan! Hope allis ok with you..holiday sounds really nice - sunny one or snow?

Mama - venting is always good, looking forward to hearing what your DH thinks about the peddlaing!

Well at 5dpo approx i googled implantation pains...i need a slap! It was one small twinge i felt, gawd after 14 months you'd think i'd learn! Must not test til next friday Must not test til next friday Must not test til next friday Must not test til next friday......

Hello SMF! I'm doing ok thanks!! Where are you off to on your hols?? Af has finished so I'm just getting back to the fun part ;) still wishing, hoping and praying for a bfp so much! I hope your doing good and excited for your holiday! :)

Sazzle hello! Yes venting has helped feeling better already!!! Google is just too accessible....i google everything from about 1dpo :/ really hoping it's your month lovely!

Arggghhhhhhhh MAMA!!!!! Goggle is a nightmare. Seriously a quite moment at work and i'm straight on it, why will I never learn!!!! Have a lovely weekend dtd xx

I know saz I'm exactly the same!!! I wish google crashed and we couldn't search anything in the 2ww!! Try to keep busy to take your mind off it!! Thanks, I'm looking forward to pedaling all wkend :)

Is there a Feb bus on the go yet??

Having a little cry... another of my best friends has just told me she's pregnant. That's 3 of my close 4! And i blurted out about my mc (which she didnt know about) and now i feel awful. and sad. and jealous.

Awh English I'm sorry to hear your feeling that way! I know it's hard but I'm sure your friend will understand!! All these feelings are natural and can not be helped!! We all have them but it's not because we are not happy others are pregnant, it's just because we want it so much ourselves also....and that does not make us bad people and should not make you feel awful! you are only human my love! Chin up! Xx

English don't worry it is completely natural. I cancelled seeing a friend for nye because she announced she was pregnant after just ttc for one month (her second child,) and of course i was happy for her, it wasn't her fault it was easy for her and not for me.... just so sad for myself at that particular time. I feel better now, but sometimes you do need to wallow a little so you can move on. and to cheer you up xx

SUCH strong pulling sensation in my tummy - what is going on.... I still can't work out if i'm 5dpo or 7dpo?! Arghh i need to write down these symptoms so i know not to get my hopes up every month!

Thanks ladies... Just had a good moan with my mum and feel a little bit better now. I just wish I hadn't said what I said. I did text her after to apologise. And obviously I'm absolutely over the moon for her.

Sazzle! Have you ever had these symptoms before??? I've never had that! And that can only be a good thing!!!! Write everything down, that's what I do so that I can try and keep myself sane.....hasnt really worked though has it?!!! :/

I think I have had twinges before mama, but not sure about a pulling sensation. But really i have convinced myself of several symptoms over the year ttc so i should really know better! It is an odd sensation though, like a tug, but surely too high up and too early on to mean anything really if i have my sensible hat on!

english I'm sure your friend will understand, and it was good of you to apologise. It must be really tough.

sazzle I had those same tight/tugging sensations last week at around the same DPO as you - in fact they felt massively like early braxton hicks to me. I had BH from just after 20 weeks so I am very familiar with the sensation too! Who knows what it could be, weird bodies.

So hard to stay sensible in the 2ww though! Impossible actually!!! I'm dreading the next 2ww and I haven't even approached ovulation yet! :/

Hi everyone,
Haven't been on for a while to post, just been lurking.reading all of your comments and my friend text to say shes been to the midwife this morning for her first appointment. Feel just like you in that I'm happy for her but jealous. She started ttc the month before we did.
Anyway, also a bit sad cus of work. A woman I work with made it clear she wouldn't be pleased if i got pregnant as this is my second year there and it would mean changes for her again. She said it as a joke but seemed all too real to me.
Just being sensitive I guess. Sorry to come on and moan!

FX for you all :)

fluke - such an odd feeling but trying SO hard not to think too much about it. It's funny i always start the 2ww so well and sane and then it gets about halfway and suddenly i become a loon about every flipping niggle although i swear i won't! HA! oh well...whereabouts are you now in your cycle?

Treacle, if you can't moan here where can you hey? don't worry about work people, they often say things without thinking it through or knowing what you are going through, especially if work is mega important to them and they are not in that zone of wanting a family. tough if it is not 'convenient' for her when it happens, it's your life and you need to be happy!

Thanks sazzle :) You're right. It just gets difficult being in that environment. I need to step back and think about me. It doesn't help that I've been the youngest there until this year and I think nobody expects me to be TTC for another 7/8 years.
A family is the most important thing to me though. Also having our parents around would be lovely. MIL is terminally ill so we don't know how long we have with her.
Anyway! Fingers crossed the BFP's carry on :)

sazzle I know the crazy mad feeling, I remember it from last time, and it's amazing what 'symptoms' are a normal part of a cycle which we never notice when not TTC. Last Friday I was curled up at home with really weird sensations - like tension and tugging in my abdomen - and I remember thinking, well, if I'm not pg then there is something REALLY WEIRD going on. I'm CD 22 now and AF is due any time now for the next week or so. What we thought was a fairly safe day to skip using protection turns out to have been one of my fertile days now that my cycle can be short. I actually had a second line on an IC this morning but having asked on here and googled I'm almost completely certain that it was a weird evap line as it was so far away from the control line. Madness.

Oh. My. God. I'm totally exhausted! I came home in my frees yesterday and have a two hour nap and I feel like a zombie now after going to bed at 9 yesterday!

Treacle You're right to prioritise family over work. That woman will simply have to get on with things without you if you get pg!

sazzle when will you poas again?

This cycle is so different from the last - last time we were talking babies the whole time - choosing names and deciding when we'd tell our parents etc. This time we have barely spoken about it! Think we don't want to tempt fate after being so naive disappointed last month!

Am I in the 2ww now? Got smiley on opk Sat morn and DTD Sat, Sun and Mon.

Bah! Underlined again instead of strike through!

Treacle You're right to prioritise family over work. That woman will simply have to get on with things without you if you get pg!

sazzle when will you poas again?

This cycle is so different from the last - last time we were talking babies the whole time - choosing names and deciding when we'd tell our parents etc. This time we have barely spoken about it! Think we don't want to tempt fate after being so naive disappointed last month!

Am I in the 2ww now? Got smiley on opk Sat morn and DTD Sat, Sun and Mon.