Roll up, roll up, come enjoy the BESH funfair!

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Come to the BESH funfair - we have a coconut shy, apple bobbing, dodgems and much much more. The prizes? Shiny new BFPs, of course. You can only go on the rides if you're a barren 30plus-er, the entrance fee is one completed BESHtionairre.

Great news, bugs - you're officially on board the ivf train! It feels so good once something is actually happening, doesn't it?

The ethical forms are a big thing to get your head round. I've agreed to all testing, but not to anything happening off I'm dead / mentally incapacitated. I can't really rationalise where I've drawn the line, it's just a gut feeling.

Let us know what you decide re scratch, glue etc. I've gone for the glue, but the scratch hasn't been suggested for us and sounds painful!

I started stabbing on Xmas day Bugs.... and we know how that turned out . Auspicious?

Second day of stims, bugs. Just done my second injection - was a good bit more ouchy than yesterday. And I've been feeling very anxious and down today. I thought all this was meant to happen during downregging, not now! Would e typical of my body to do things backwards

Ah Bugs - his name is my dad's name & his middle name is SSG's grandad's!

bugs I did the same - they can test the eggs but I can't see the embies as "just cells" (although I know they are really) so I said no to testing on those.

fizz the whole thing is a headfuck. The odd anxious day is to be expected.

this thread just fell of my active list.

I might miss any news. Anything happened?

Sorry times are hard hags.

Bugger. Have you started stabbing yet bugs?

Balls. I want a new laptop but I don't want that.

KFZK destroyed his laptop a couple of weeks ago by knocking a glass of Ribena all over it. The new one has Windows 8. He is not a big fan.

Dor as Bugs said, there are not many of us left and those that are seem to be a bit distracted at the moment. I'm waiting to start IVF#4 and am not supposed to be trying this month as I am having an endometrial scratch before the next cycle.

Poor bugs that's rotten. I have been in similar situation - with ex-boyf's parents driving and me with the window open trying to not to emit toxic fart smells! Hope you are feeling better this morning.

This weekend I haz been mostly ticking off domestic things you never get round to. Might go for a walk and to a gallery later. Wish every day could be a Sunday. What's everyone else up to?

We bought a new (grown up) car yesterday. I will be very sorry to see the toy car go, but more boot space will be welcome.

We're off shooting today. :) Brrrrr. I will be looking out my thermals shortly.

I don't think I'm emotionally stable enough for that bugs. How's your tummy? I think there's a bug doing the rounds, I've taken today off work as I was up all night with a bad belly, and still have it. Though your tummy goes off on one with stress too, doesn't it? Sympathy.

Enjoy taking toy car out for its last (chilly) shooting trip euro