Nearly 41, clock ticking. We are very lucky to have DD nearly 4 now, ivf success. Now had failed frozen cycle and this week disastrous fresh cycle - 8 eggs none fertilised properly.
Sis just gone back to work as DD nearly 1 and she is nearly 10 years younger. Couple of times recently has flippantly said she might just have another baby straight away and not wait.
I know I have to be grateful for what we have, but starting to feel is end of road for us and not sure getting on the ivf rollercoaster again is good idea. My dad has been very supportive but has also told me to "count my blessings" - why do I feel like telling them all to piss off ? - except I don't - I just agree and smile. My mum is not around anymore - she died 8 years ago and I often wonder what she would do.
Any thoughts? Maybe I am being selfish to want another and I should just stop and be grateful for what we have ?