Ok I may possibly have reached my most desperate point so far, I may well be making myself believe I can see a faint line
. I'm also struggling to not go obsessively back to the test to re-look and figure out whether there is a faint line there or if I am just making myself see things. It's the kind of faint line where 2 times after looking at the test I didn't even see it, and then after a lot of squinting and staring I wondered "am I making myself see things" (and I reckon I probably am).
My AF is due in 2 days, it is going to be a particularly long and torturous 2 days.