Emmsys Weebles planting up the greenhouse for Spring...

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...tomatoes, peppers, cucumbers... and more BFPs please! :)

Get comfy girls, the evenings are not so dark anymore so we'll be passing round the wine soon

Have put a couple of pics up :) You'll see what I mean about the other bridesmaids being so skinny and beautiful it was a great incentive to lose the baby weight!!
Don't have many good ones of ds from the day so that was the best I could do...:)

Wowee cupcake! What gorgeous sexy bridesmaids dresses, you look stunning! I never got to open your other link so first i saw it, sounds like a fab day, bless Jude too the lil cutie he has grown so much! Im doing the same as you at the mo and using booby as a getting back to sleep tool, like Neeko im feeling very and at the idea of stopping over easter, but know i have too, and like you and Blue not looking forward to (.)(.) going back to measly B cups!

Louey soooo pleased for your sis! Fantastic news!

Back in a bit to finish off post hopefully! X

Btw watched the OBEM repeats last night with the thai lady who had prev mc and ivf after trying for 5yrs, at the time it was 1st on i was pregnant with Summer and everyone on here said how they thought of me when watching it, how very wierd i ended up with an identical 5 day induction and drawn out labour, and was so feelin her pain at the multitude of excruciatingly painful internals! Took me right back it did! Would do it all again exactly the same in a flash though.. TRES broody!

Btw watched the OBEM repeats last night with the thai lady who had prev mc and ivf after trying for 5yrs, at the time it was first on i was pregnant with Summer and everyone on here said how they thought of me when watching it, how very wierd i ended up with an identical 5 day induction and drawn out labour! I was so feelin her pain at the multitude of excruciatingly painful internals! Took me right back it did! Would do it all again exactly the same in a flash though.. TRES broody!

Should be my first lost angels 3rd birthday tomorrow, have 2 friends LOs who will be celebrating their 3rd birthdays over the next couple of wks, so do sometimes look at them and think what might of been, and will never forget, but truly hold onto the fact that would mean I wouldnt have my beautiful and delicious miracle Summer, so I wouldnt change that for anything.. She is my absolute life and the journey it took to have her makes her all the more precious and special in my eyes!

cupcake yep that dress would have driven me to diet too
you all look really happy and relaxed and sunny love them. And your ds is just lovely, they are all growing away so fast.

I apologise for getting so fizzy and felt awful for catapulting myself all over the thread the other day the whole palather just gets a bit emotive and it took me the whole weekend to calm down.

louey am so keeping my fingers and toes crossed for your dsis.x

qa ha yes a special 4ever cotton wool suit that is a must! so pleased for you and hope it is begining to sink in.

monkey lovely to have your dad staying again and hope you have some of this fantastic weather over there too. Hope that you are feeling ok.

blue can I borrow you for my garden? I can't stay in one place and just get distracted, dh just follows behind picking up all the destruction that i leave in my wake! have managed to mow the moss though. greenhouse is still full of winter wood, where does the weekend go? lovely piccys of the boys, i would just love to have a giggle with b he looks so full of fun and such a great age.

neeko is work sorting itself out a wee bit? hope so and well done on he weight loss.
the place i went too is being investigated by our local ragmade my day!

moon must be getting near to your df testing day so hope it goes as well as it can.x

4ever will think of you tomorrow and always wigglw my toes with relief that you are where you are now

vjay oh yes anti bodies of course, blimey they are taking it very seriosly which is good. All the science i got was having a big sicker on my jumper on my first day at school which said 'no fish or nuts' My first teacher who is a family friend still roars with laughter at the imagine of this huge sticker, very small girl and the dinner ladies confusion when it got to friday
has ajays ears calmed with the antibs, poor little thing.

barbie fingers crossed that all is going well with sans bobbies. big kiss to dolly.

right sunshine awaits and its nearly wine o'clock.

just previewed, what is it with your name qa everything goes bold. you are obviously very important

Haha, I was thinking the same thing mermaid... qa must be very important
Thanks for the compliments girls shucks!

4ever broody lady hugs for tomorrow and extra special hugs for lovely Summer. Think we need a pic update of her too!

monkey is the 2ww dragging? Hugs for you too.

Ds has just crawled up to me with a peg in his mouth again I do worry about this boy sometimes.

A very quick one from me before I put ds to bed

Cupcake WOW!!! You look beautiful! Those pictures are gorgeous, and it's lovely that you can see the bride and groom in the background of the second one - looks like it was a fantastic day! Plus, J is such a gorgeous boy too, and how he's grown Where does the time go to?!!

Mermaid Gosh, please don't feel bad for venting here, this is the exact place you should come. I just hope you're okay now xxx

4ever what a lovely post about your anniversary tomorrow. I will be thinking of you and your lost angel. I can only imagine how you must feel when you look at Summer and think of the journey you've been on, you must feel so grateful and thankful to have her - what a precious girl she is x

Neeko How did you get on with the weigh-in? I hope you're okay with having stopped bf'ing... It's very hard isn't it, I missed it dreadfully with ds

Q A Still thrilled for you that all went well at the scan, are you still on cloud nine Yes, I am all over the place at the mo. Am constantly pressing my boobs to see if they hurt, and whether they hurt differently to normal I hope no-one at work has noticed Have been 'testing out' the hcg trigger shot I had, and got a very faint line yesterday, so thought it was almost gone from my system, but then have just had a slightly bolder line today, but still squintingly faint. It's a real headf**k, and I'm only 8dpiui!

Blue Lucky you having all those bank holidays, more time to spend with your gorgeous boys I too have trouble with the bolding of QA, think it's a glitch or suchlike (is that the right word - I don't really have a clue but it sounds good to me ) Putting a space inbetween the Q and the A seems to work

Thanks everyone for being so absolutely lovely about our anniversary last Friday, I know I keep saying it, but it really does mean so much. I know I texted you Barbie but your post brought me to tears. You are amazing, and I appreciate your friendship and support more than I could possibly say. That goes for all of you actually Thank you xxx

Had really better go - ds is on hols this week, but I'm still working. He's been at a holiday club all day and is shattered poor boy. Bedtime it is... Night all xxx

ooooh ooooooooh monkey does that mean what I think it means?? bfp????

I actually just popped on really quickly to say that i've had a message from a poorly barbie who has been suffering with headaches and a swollen and v sore (.) She is off to the drs tomorrow. Sounds like mastitis - horrible. Hope you feel better soon barbie

I have a sick Isaac - but not so sick that he can't still cause havoc. DH and I have been playing tag team trying to work and look after him. Hence I am still working now (boo). Bloody nightmare! He should be back at the childminders on Thursday I hope. I will catch up properly at some point I promise!

Just going to have a quick sneak peek at the pics of our lovely bridesmaid cupcake and then back to work.

ohh is that what she meant.... purlllease be right.

barbie get better.x

Hi girls, im not back to post, head is way too sore but i woke up thinking of monkey and thought she had sent me a message so i checked my phone but nothing...then i had the urge to come here and check on her....weird eh? I hope, with fingers, toes, legs and arms crossed im reading her last post as a bfp? I even skimmed her post to get to the end where i knew she would write about herself

Hope mysticbarbie is on the ball.

Docs at 4pm my time, hopefully can get something for the pain and something to ease this 4 day headache. Miss you girls, speak soon cc

Barbie poor you Mastitis is horrible if it is that Really hope you feel better soon. Let us know what the doctor says won't you x ps I did laugh at you saying you skimmed to the end of my last post I'm going to have to stop being so predictable I think

Louey sorry to hear Isaac is poorly Really hope he's back to his bouncing self soon x

It's NOT a bfp louey and mermaid It's far too early to get one (I am trying to believe that ) and I won't get a true one (if I get one at all) until all the hcg is out of my system from the injection that made me ov. Am giving up testing for a few days as it's just driving me mad! I do feel like AF is coming though - ordinarily it would be due tomorrow, but I think the progesterone pessaries might delay it, so even a late AF won't mean anything. Talk about frustrating...

Have a good day all, and good luck this afternoon barbie. Hope your horrible headache goes away very soon x

ps barbie I am loving your psychicness, although slightly freaked out by it Pleeeeeeaaaaaaase let you be right about us having twin girls fx fx fx xxxxxxx

Boo! I was so hoping it was a bfp....still keeping everything crossed for the next week or so my lovely x

Thank you x

let me check for you monkey

you see, im drawn to you...i even knew when to check back in line

cue the freaky music....

omg!

I was trying to make you laugh and post a pic of a positive pregnancy test, saying that i could see one in the future and every time i tried to cut and past the link to the crystal ball kept coming up!

tis a sign i tell ya!

That really is freaky!!! I'm thinking you should take that as a sign and maybe consider a career change

i still cant do it, even shut down the computer....and the bloody picture still came up!
Hope you have a good day monkey is it half term?

Morning all, a quick sneaky post from work to monkey to say I've also got everything crossed for you, get well soon barbie, QA so happy that all is well and the biggest of hugs to mermaid and 4ever. Today is also the EDD for my lost angel, who would have been 2. But I'm also very grateful to have Saara, who I'll be meeting at lunchtime today (for the first time over a work lunch break ), so she'll be getting even more hugs from me than usual. Just wanted to mark it on here as you ladies will understand more than most.

Also thanks to everyone for your birthday wishes. I had the best time, with 3 parties, 2 birthday cakes, and a stay in a very swanky 5 star hotel where (though I didnt know at the time) a celeb wedding reception was going on!

Promise to be back soon with a proper post

Thanks Sabs I am thinking of you and 4ever today on your EDD's. Sending you both a huge xxx

Your b'day sounds like it was amazing, you lucky thing! Can you say who the celebs were? Sounds very exciting!

Am off out now to have lunch with a friend and her children. Barbie it isn't my holiday (yet - I finish on Friday for two weeks, yay!) but ds is on hols this week. Have had a very random morning - have got a gardener here at the mo to try to sort out the jungle that is our garden, and this morning he picked a load of dandelions, nettles, chives and other stuff, came into the kitchen and made a disgusting interesting drink out of it. V odd

Back later xxx

Big hugs to sabs and 4ever today. Give your little girls big cuddles xx

monkey is it really too early? When should the trigger leave your system? I still have a very good feeling about this....

barbie hope the Dr gives you some strong antibiotics and you will be feeling better in no time.

Got to go, supposed to be working whilst I have bribed Isaac with tv bad mummy

Knock Knock . . . . . Remember me? Buddha peeps round the door
Can't believe I haven't posted since 24th Feb
Sorry for abandoning you all but things in RL have been v hectic, been in huge amounts of pain as still suffering with SPD??????? and now a prolapsed disc, some days can hardly walk but enough about me! Ewan is a mischevious little monkey and doesn't stay still for one second so keeing up with him is proving difficult and I've been getting quite down about it all but he doesn't seem to mind! He's just getting over his 6th ear infection in 6 months, back to ENT consultant in May now for another check up!

I've tried to catch up but It's sooooooo hard, can someone fill me in on anything I need to know please?
4ever & Sabs Thinking of you lovely ladies today
Monkey Keeping everything crossed for you on the 2ww, I was so pleased to read you put the matching windmills up, your angel boy will be smiling down on you and your family.
Cupcake Wowee you look fab
QA Fantastic news, so pleased your scan went well and your lo is doing exactly what they should be doing and settling in nicely
Mermaid Sounds as if you are having doctor troubles just what you need (not) On the positive side it's good news that you're not menopausal isn't it?
Vjay Sorry to hear Ajay is poorly and having to go through further tests re his nut allergy/intolerance, bless him he's having a rough time at the moment, give him a squeeze for me
Barbie How's the non-bf going? Doesn't sound as if dolly has been giving you an easy time of it! Little monkey but gorgeous too!
Louey Brilliant news about your sister, how fantastic you can share this journey together now, glad the scan went well too, at least it reassured you until the next hurdle!
Moon I remember well that mixed bag of feelings when you find out there is "nothing" wrong, I so wanted there to be something tangible that could be sorted out but we were told we were just one of life's statistics (cruel woman bet she never had kids or problems having them!) Keep your chin up x
OK i've gone back about 3 weeks but that's all my head can cope with at the moment!
Apologies again for being AWOL

Im back for a quick post...

4ever and sabs another one thinking of you both today

Just wanted to pop back and say im ok, nothing too serious at the doc's...blocked ducts but nothing bad enough to cause infection, doctor had a quick squeeze [blush, thankfully it was a women....although that felt wrong so how...a women massaging my boobs...) and told me to express as much as i could and then i could take the pill to dry up my milk. it felt so final, ho hum...Dolly is happy, healthy and eating more so its all for the greater good.

Oh and af from hell arrived yesterday, bang on 28 day after last one. My body is working again!!!

....and in other news, we might be moving to london...within the next 6 months.

Will fill you all in as soon as i get a spare few mins, dh is home sick with a really bad back. Never seen him like this before.

Night night all x