Not free until Thursday - have taken tomorroww off work to do sightseeing, normally have Wednesday off anyway. And then off she goes to Paris and we get to start the shag-a-thon, hopefully just in time 
Freezing - well, there's more to life than TTC right? It's probably better to know that there's no chance than to have done it once (or twice as we did) and to be sort of hoping while mostly knowing there would be v little chance. I bet that you still have one moment of symptom-spotting though 
Ah yes, jolls, once I got back into the office, despite it feeling very 'unreal' and definitely pointless, it did give me a chance to think about something else rather than the shit my reproductive life seemed to be.
Speaking of..I made the mistake of reading the 'gurgle.com' newsletter that popped up into my inbox today - all about celebs who have used IVF. Most of whom appear to have used it after multiple miscarriages, including Emma Thompson who has PCOS. Causing my brain to leap into 'I've got PCOS, oh my god I'm never going to have another baby and we can't afford IVF'. Which caused me to want to kick myself because
a) PCOS hasn't stopped me conceiving yet.
b) I don't actually believe we HAVE to have another baby, we just WANT to have one, and
c) I should grateful for not having to decide this in order to have a child at all. And I am.
Oh, in other news, I have broken my specs and am wearing contacts so look way hotter, but have headaches at the end of the day as I am blind-like-a-mole and contacts and PCs don't mix well for me. Boo. Although, did feel quite pleased with myself for buying some breakage protection last time I got them made, AND was able to find the policy, so the re-make is free. Hoorah.