Just need to offload. I can’t bear my life of pain anymore. Suffered chronic pain for nearly 20 years, a cocktail of health problems going on and no easy fix for any. Gained lots of weight with last pregnancy and it has had an awful knock on effect to my health, now in constant, almost unbearable pain daily. Baby now 4 months old I have tried but failed to lose weight. Health in tatters and very depressed. Can’t bear this life of pain anymore, if I wasn’t needed as a mum I’d be wanting it all to end, to just go to sleep and not wake up.