Present buying perfectionism has a really negative effect on enjoying Christmas for me. Can anyone give me advice?

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I’ve begun to realise that the pressure I put on myself to buy lovely gifts for people I care about is creating stress and taking up huge amounts of time.

Year on year I delay buying my gifts for people because I cannot find anything that seems just right and I don’t want to settle for anything that doesn’t feel like a really lovely gift.

I don’t have huge amounts of gifts to buy. I have a tiny family and about eight wonderful friends who I consider to be my family, who have supported me through thick and thin and who I really want to show how much they mean to me by buying a really lovely gift.

I have a fairly modest budget, which probably makes things more difficult. Also, I guess most people already have everything that they really need and understandably have their own particular tastes and preferences which makes things even more challenging.

I try to pick up on comments that people make that might give me a clue as to a gift that they might like, and I try and dig deep into what I know about them to find something lovely. But still I spend hours and hours shopping online and in person struggling to find something that feels just right.

The knock on effect of this is that I don’t actually buy anything until really close to Christmas when I have run out of time and have to accept that the perfect gift doesn’t exist and begrudgingly buy the least worst option. I spend most of the run up to Christmas stressing over what to buy, leaving no time to enjoy the festive build up.

I have one DC, late teens and buying gifts for them is not so tricky but everyone else I find so hard to buy for. I realise not buying gifts is an option but I don’t want to do that for various reasons.

I would love this year to be different so I can enjoy the build up to Christmas. Can anyone relate and / or help me approach this differently please?

Just knock the gift buying for adults on the head and all go out for a Christmas meal instead, or to a show or something like that. Adults generally have most of what they really want or need.

Then just buy for your child.

I have done exactly this for many years, and honestly made myself ill with anxiety and exhausted with the same old self-inflicted pattern of pressurising myself, in search of perfect gifts, on a small budget for both friends and family . Trying my hardest to people please..
This year I have made a decision to stop buying gifts for friends, stating the hike in the cost of living .. and the relief has not just been enormous for me, but for them too.
I feel so much lighter and this year I am intending to fully embrace the loveliness of the Christmas season instead of frantically scrolling/ stressing / shopping/ stressing/ wrapping / delivering/ stressing and forgetting to eat and drink .
I usually lose half a stone on the run up, rushing around like a deranged headless turkey and snapping at the family mercilessly
No More . All my family want is a more relaxed mum and a laid back Christmas ❤️

I stopped buying for friends years ago, it was a relief to all of us. For family other than my husband and kids I have a deadline of the 1st of December to have bought and wrapped their gifts. It means I can enjoy December a bit more.

Honestly, I’d just have an honest conversation with everyone. I’d do it individually, rather than a group message though.

I did it a few years ago. It felt really awkward, but the relief was pretty much unanimous from everyone!

I don’t have kids. For friends with kids, they get money/voucher until they’re 18. Everyone else gets sweet FA. And we’ve extended this to birthdays as well. My friend groups are quite varied and don’t cross over much, just due to how we’ve met and stages of life etc. But with each of them we’ve pretty much settled on making sure that, in lieu of Xmas and birthday presents, we make time to get together for a meal or something. It’s taken the pressure off massively, we all feel better that all of us haven’t got the stress of finding a gift and we’re all, quite honestly, grateful that we’re not having to find a home for another candle, pair of pj’s, scarf, gloves, diffuser, etc.

With my sibling, we do nothing for Xmas - due to distance we don’t spend it together, but would rather we each have a bit more money for nice food, wine, etc. For birthdays, we transfer cash - both of us have usually got things that we need/want and put it towards that each year. It sounds boring and transactional, but we’re really happy with having a cash injection towards something we really want. And we get pleasure from sharing updates/photos of whatever we’ve chosen, with a big thank you attached.

To revert back to the friend scenario, I get way more pleasure from knowing that we can make time and afford to get together for a lovely pub lunch or something. Rather than finding a home for something that may be well-meaning, but that isn’t really what I need/want right now.

I would be really sad if I knew that my friend was this stressed and anxious about choosing a present for me. If they let me know, I’d tell them to please not worry about it! If you really want to buy a gift, keep it simple. I love some of the suggestions on here about books etc. But generally I’d have no issue with not buying gifts at all.

Do your friends all seem to put the same level of effort into buying gifts for you and for each other? It may be that it just takes one person to suggest doing it differently this year and that will take the stress away from everyone.

All the people saying buy a or b - that’s not the point, she needs to get to the bottom of why she gets so bonkers about it.

are you a people pleaser op? Do you think they’ll like you less if you dint get the right present? Are you completely rational at all other times and it’s just Christmas ( I’d doubt it). Did you have shit Christ masses as a kid hence the desperation to make it perfect.

if they aren’t the sort of people you could say “gift giving makes me mental can we stop for my sanity” then they aren’t people who deserve a thoughtful present anyway.

di they always get you the perfect present? If not what happens, do you hate them/drop them ?

Ask people what they want, within a budget.

I don't know if this will be of any help to you or make things worse, but personally I find that lovely carefully chosen gifts are rarely a hit. Even if you've picked up on something I said I'd like, you probably haven't got exactly the right one.

I much prefer receiving generic gifts of things I will actually use, rather than something that's almost but not quite what I wanted, but feel obliged to use/keep.