What do you really want?

[Mallowmarshmallow]

I've had a pretty rubbish year with my husband merrily running up a load of debt without me knowing.

In the depth of it all (with two small children in the mix too), I've certainly lost a bit of myself.

I know that people will soon start asking what I want and I have no idea who I even am but would really like to be able to ask for really selfish, just for me presents.

So, after that long ramble, what do you really want for Christmas?

A Kate spade pink planner

Same thing as last year. An uninterupted night sleep. Not fussy as to how this is accomplished. This year we went to lovely hotel but we are hopefully moving house this year so DH might just take them to his parents.

A new duvet set, nice cotton, no poly. Wanted a new ones for years but spending £50plus on just new bedding seems too extravagant . So my dm has said she'll get it for me this year.

Also would love a naked palette, instead of the copies I usually buy.

Jo Malone moisturiser to go with the shower gel someone got me last year, I hardly ever use it but would if I had the matching moisturiser.

My dsis always gets me an expensive eye cream, which runs out Aug time, so use a crap one until the next Christmas , wonder if that's why I'm still wrinkly.

Money to go and buy new underwear. Mine is distinctly unflattering.

A weekend away with DH, just the two of us like we used to do before our DD arrived.

A Volvo XC90 with all the customised bits and bobs I want. Short of a lottery win I'll make do with some new mats for my current car!

A really nice-smelling body lotion. It doesn't have to be expensive, just not smell like strawberries or roses.