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My beautiful Joseph with his blue eyes, ready smile and arms always open for a hug or a tickle fight

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Trazzletoes · 14/04/2013 08:13

He has survived the most horrific cancer treatment with his smile, joy and love intact. Unfortunately the neuroblastoma has survived too.

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GoingGoingGoth · 14/04/2013 20:36

Thinking of you and your family.xxx

madamimadam · 14/04/2013 20:41

You, Joe and your family are in my thoughts and prayers xxxxxxx

Badvoc · 14/04/2013 20:49

Thinking of joe tonight, as usual.
Will be thinking of you tomorrow, and hoping for a chink of light in the darkness.
Sending love xxxx

weblette · 14/04/2013 20:51

Trazzle I've hesitated about posting as a friend's son struggled against this bastard disease but lost his fight. He did more in his last two years than most people did in their lifetime so I would say 100% talk to Candlelighters - I fundraised for them as a teen.
Whatever life holds in the future for Joe, if there are people who can do things now, seize that chance.
Thinking of you x

blizy · 14/04/2013 20:54

Thinking of you tonight and splodging from Glasgow. X

BarmeeMarmee · 14/04/2013 21:05

Oh Trazzles. Bastard bastard cancer. More prayers, love and splodges from Bucks. And another saying if there is ANYTHING at all we can do...

NorksAreMessy · 14/04/2013 21:18

Just saying goodnight to all the trazzles and hope tomorrow brings some tiny joys and a big miracle

Imsosorryalan · 14/04/2013 21:22

So sport to hear this. Hmm Stay strong for him. Xx

IHeartKingThistle · 14/04/2013 21:22

Delurking to send love, so sorry to read this.

thewhistler · 14/04/2013 21:25

Strength and prayers and love to surround you all and hold you up.

CousinArnold · 14/04/2013 21:31

Trazzles, I have been following your story for a while, although I haven't posted before. I am so sorry to read your devastating news.

I have no words of wisdom, I'm afraid, but hope I can add to all the words of comfort on here.

I am thinking of you and your family, and sending lots of hugs your way x

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pinkhousesarebest · 14/04/2013 21:37

Will be thinking of you all tomorrow.

maxmissie · 14/04/2013 21:43

Have also de-lurked to send love, light and hope to you all from Nottingham. Thinking of you, Joe and your family, xx.

Thurlow · 14/04/2013 21:44

Just checking to say I hope Joe enjoyed the penguins, and that you get some sleep tonight, and I will be thinking of you tomorrow x

MildredIsMyAlterEgo · 14/04/2013 21:45

So sorry Trazzle
Life can be so unfair, it's impossible to make sense of it
Sending you and all your family love and hugs x

BoreOfWhabylon · 14/04/2013 21:45

Delurking to say that I have been following your threads about your beautiful boy since your very first post.

Sending love and strength to you, Joseph and all your family xx

Catmint · 14/04/2013 21:49

Thinking of you. X

ALMOSTMRSG · 14/04/2013 21:50

Will be thinking of you and your family tomorrow. X

simpson · 14/04/2013 21:51

Did Joe like the penguins?

Hope you had a lovely day today, all together.

Much love xxx

Trazzletoes · 14/04/2013 21:55

Ok so I can finally give a bit more detail.

Joe had a scan on thursday which shows bright spots of light where there is neuroblastoma. We found out on Thursday that it looked like there might be something in his head, but there was a possibility that it could be like a smudge on the machine.

Joe was re-scanned on Friday and we had the news that there appear to be 2 tiny dots in his brain that weren't there before. One is on his brain stem. The brain stem controls breathing and heart rate and the like.

As yet, the doctors are "not 100% certain" that these spots are neuroblastoma but they do not believe them to be anything else. These new spots would show that the cancer is progressing and hasn't responded properly to the treatment.

This is, in the words of the doctors, a very very bad thing.

There is little treatment available for these kinds of things, and with one of the spots being on the brain stem it may not be treatable, or alternatively the risk to Joe may mean that we would not want it treated, if you see what I mean, if it could cause damage to the brain stem.

We are seeing the consultant tomorrow and he may or may not be able to tell us more but we fully expect the news that Joseph can't be cured. Although this hasn't already been specifically said, we know from what we know about neuroblastoma and what the doctors have already said.

This is not me being defeatist. I am not giving up on my son. This is the reality of neuroblastoma. It is the biggest cause of death in children in the UK if you discount accidents.

He loved the penguins, thanks, and thanks for the PMs too. I will endeavour to reply to them.

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Sirzy · 14/04/2013 21:57

Oh no, I wish I could say something positive and I really hope you get some news which sways towards positive tomorrow. Thoughts with you all.

Glad he loved the penguins!

BarmeeMarmee · 14/04/2013 21:58

Oh Trazzles, I don't have the words but just know we are all here, virtually hand holding, or if you prefer with our arms around you all, thinking of you and hoping that tomorrow brings better news than you expect.

Manchesterhistorygirl · 14/04/2013 21:58

Oh my darling, I don't know what to say but I'm sending you all my love in the hopes it gives you a tiny amount of strength in your journey.

Hugs. X

dothraki · 14/04/2013 21:58

Tonight my darling I am praying for you and Joe x

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