DD was delivered by Keillands last year which I found very traumatic. I suffered a tear which was only partially repaired and now suffer problems because of this (I am having ongoing treatment).
I had a debrief with a consultant at the hospital last month. He told me that the person who delivered dd was training (but had used Keillands before) and was under the supervision of a senior registrar.
He also mentioned that, despite being taken to theatre for dd to be rotated and delivered she was born OP. He says this means that either:
a. They got it wrong and she wasn't OP to start with
b. The doctor only rotated dd's head and not her whole body so that between contractions dd turned her head back and they delivered her "face to pubes" (his words).
He thinks my notes indicate it was the latter.
So I came away from the debrief feeling like I knew a bit more and it helped but now I can't stop thinking about this part of the story. If someone was improving their Keilland's technique on me under the supervision of a more senior doctor, should I have been made aware of that? Should I have been asked if that was ok?
And if they only rotated dd's neck and not her whole body is that not really risky? It just sounds so dangerous to me. I keep thinking about that thread on her a few weeks ago with the link to the DM article (I won't relink - it was pretty distressing).
DD is fine by the way but I have this sense of panic that she maybe came really close to not being ok.
Does anyone know enough about Keillands to help me make sense of this please? The consultant did say I could go back and speak to him but I think if I ask him the same questions I may not get completely honest answers.