Hello,
I was wondering if anyone had any thoughts on this.
Yesterday I had my booking in app for my 2nd pregnancy. When I mentioned wanting to have a home birth the midwife was initially very supportive but then when she went and checked my previous birth notes she noted that I had had 'complications': failed ventouse followed by forcep delivery and episiotomy. It was also noted that I had a post partum haemmorage (spel?) and lost 500mL of blood and my blood count went down to 8. I didn't need a transfusion thankfully and felt fine within a few days.
The midwife led me to believe that this was a very serious complication and that I would now be considered 'high risk' and therefore would need to be under obstetric consultant care and really gave me the serious doom and gloom about it all.
I have to admit that I was a little shocked and got quite upset. I found my first birth incredibly traumatic. I am actually quite terrified about the prospect of going back into hospital for my second birth. What really upsets me is that mistakes that I felt were made in my care the first time around (that I strongly feel led to the assisted delivery and pph) are still reverberating so strongly in my life to the point where they are going to control how I have my 2nd birth!!!!
When I came home yesterday I started looking into pph and have discovered that 500mL is the minimum amount that can be classed as a pph - so maybe my midwife was being a little alarmist???(or is this completely naive of me?)
So anyway, I've got a long way to go yet and am trying not to let the whole thing make me anxious. I just want to do as much research as possible into the matter and try and to make an informed decision.
I guess I'd like to know if anyone has had a similar experience or has done any research of their own into this matter - or if anyone has gone on to have a homebirth after a previous pph?
Also wondering if I do decide to ask for a homebirth, how do I stay strong in my decision if people (mw and consultant) advise me otherwise?
Sorry for long and rambling post, my head is all over the place!