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Come and meet HELEN MACDONALD, author of Costa Book of the Year H IS FOR HAWK, on Thurs 30 April, 9-10pm

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TillyMumsnetBookClub · 16/03/2015 13:08

Our April choice is a one-of-a-kind, unforgettable book. H IS FOR HAWK has won the Samuel Johnson Prize, the overall Costa prize and has had many Mumsnetters in rhapsodies: ‘This is quite an extraordinary book. Even if you don't know anything about hawks, or think that you wouldn't like a book about them, still read this - it is so good’ (DuchessofMalfi); ‘Really one of its own… So unique and powerful’ (mytartanscarf). A hybrid of memoir, nature-writing and biography, it is written in the most beautiful and moving prose. Helen MacDonald fell in love with hawks as a little girl and trained them throughout her life. Following the sudden death of her beloved father, she decides to train a goshawk, famous for its tricky nature. MacDonald’s honesty, fierce intelligence and raw emotion make her subject completely captivating. A truly remarkable book about death, love, memory, landscape and human frailty.

You can find out more on our book of the month page, and follow Helen on her excellent and very funny Twitter feed

Vintage have 50 copies of H IS FOR HAWK to give to Mumsnetters: to claim your copy please go to the book of the month page before 9am on Monday 23 March. If you’re not lucky enough to bag one of those, you can always get a Kindle version here or paperback here

We are delighted that Helen will be joining us on Thursday 30th April, 9-10pm to discuss H IS FOR HAWK, her writing career plus much more. Please feel free to discuss the book here throughout the month and then come and meet Helen on the night, and ask her a question or simply tell her what you thought of the book. Look forward to seeing you on the 30th.

homeeconomics · 22/04/2015 18:49

Hi, I got a free copy and enjoying reading it. I was wondering if the book is totally autobiographical or is it a montage/ adaptation of the author's life ?

FoxyLoxy101 · 24/04/2015 09:50

I've just finished this book, and I LOVED it.
I found it very emotional in places, but I identified with so much having lost my own father ten years ago.
I very much enjoyed the parallel story of White and Gos, and was fascinated by the both the differences and similarities with Helen and Mabel.
In conclusion, I can't recommend it highly enough - a real triumph. FIVE STARS.

Mine was one of the fifty - many thanks.

MovingBack · 24/04/2015 10:31

Thank you for my copy of 'H is for Hawk', much appreciated.

I'm struggling to describe how I feel about this book - on the one hand it is such a fabulous story and so well written, yet on the other hand I feel very conflicted about some of the subject material and found some of it quite distressing. It's not something I would have chosen to read and yet it is undeniably beautiful, absorbing and highly original. Hmmm....

The one thing I am clear about is that it is a triumph and a worthy winner of the accolades it has received so far. Huge congratulations to Helen Macdonald and I look forward to reading more from her Flowers

TillyMumsnetBookClub · 27/04/2015 09:03

Thank you all for putting your reviews up here, and looking forward to hearing from everyone on Thursday night. If you can't make it on Thursday, do put your question for Helen here in advance.

It is such a personal book, I can't wait to speak to Helen herself. Feel free to join in even if you haven't got a specific question, it is always great to hear different opinions and the more the merrier...

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April52 · 27/04/2015 19:44

Thank you for my copy! I found H is for Hawk a thought provoking and sometimes challenging read. Helen Macdonald obviously draws on her academic background in order to help her to analyse and write about her feelings - both conscious and unconscious - concerning the death of her father. Drawing on the pursuits of the apparently more permanently troubled TH White, these more interpretative passages could be uncomfortable to read at times but we're also searching and gave all sorts of insight into the book's themes of love and grief.

I enjoyed most Macdonald's early passages recounting her childhood and her relationship with her father. These passages flowed with a warmth and admiration for her father which were lovely to read in contrast to the starker passages concerning White.

MargoReadbetter · 27/04/2015 20:32

Beautiful writing, great book.

Q for Helen: how do you feel about all the praise you deservedly received for this book compared to the recognition so far of your writing as a poet? Is this partly because novels are more accessible to the general public?

Shells · 28/04/2015 06:44

Hi Helen, absolutely loved the book. Do you find that people start to think they know you/want to be your friend now that you have written such a personal book? I want to be your friend after reading it and I think you maybe horrified by so many strangers getting a bit too presumptious!

hackmum · 28/04/2015 21:34

An obvious question from me: do you still have Mabel and, if so, how is she?

JennyWreny · 29/04/2015 09:15

Desperately trying to catch up and finish in time for tomorrow. Unfortunately my book was sent to the wrong address, so it took a while for it to reach me. Enjoying it so far. I'm from Cambs so lots of local references.

TillyMumsnetBookClub · 29/04/2015 13:46

JennyWrenny, so sorry the book was sent to wrong place, don't worry at all if you haven't finished the book, come along and meet Helen whatever stage you are at.

Looking forward to seeing you all tomorrow, 9pm..

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HelenMacDonald · 29/04/2015 14:08

Hello! Just testing, looking forward very much to talking with everyone tomorrow!

@TillyMumsnetBookClub

Our April choice is a one-of-a-kind, unforgettable book. H IS FOR HAWK has won the Samuel Johnson Prize, the overall Costa prize and has had many Mumsnetters in rhapsodies: ?This is quite an extraordinary book. Even if you don't know anything about hawks, or think that you wouldn't like a book about them, still read this - it is so good? (DuchessofMalfi); ?Really one of its own? So unique and powerful? (mytartanscarf). A hybrid of memoir, nature-writing and biography, it is written in the most beautiful and moving prose. Helen MacDonald fell in love with hawks as a little girl and trained them throughout her life. Following the sudden death of her beloved father, she decides to train a goshawk, famous for its tricky nature. MacDonald?s honesty, fierce intelligence and raw emotion make her subject completely captivating. A truly remarkable book about death, love, memory, landscape and human frailty.

You can find out more on our book of the month page, and follow Helen on her excellent and very funny Twitter feed

Vintage have 50 copies of H IS FOR HAWK to give to Mumsnetters: to claim your copy please go to the book of the month page before 9am on Monday 23 March. If you?re not lucky enough to bag one of those, you can always get a Kindle version here or paperback here

We are delighted that Helen will be joining us on Thursday 30th April, 9-10pm to discuss H IS FOR HAWK, her writing career plus much more. Please feel free to discuss the book here throughout the month and then come and meet Helen on the night, and ask her a question or simply tell her what you thought of the book. Look forward to seeing you on the 30th.

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Sarah3kids · 29/04/2015 15:42

Thank you for my copy. I received my copy just before going on holiday - and at the airport, in every store, it was baiting me!! It has such a striking cover, however, it is not something I would pick out to read - but I am so glad I have. Like many others it drew me in to a world I knew nothing about and has urged me to look up T H White.

It is not only a book of patience, but endurance. An emotional journey which is so eloquently described. Having lost many family members over the last two years, it has made me think of how differently we have dealt with our grief, how our relationships have changed. Thank you.

MollyAir · 30/04/2015 01:52

I'd like to pose what may seem like a strange question, given the extraordinary success of H is for Hawk:

Do you have any regrets about what you decided to include in the book?

I think the book has a special alchemy which makes it work so well, so I wouldn't change a thing. Nor, clearly, would the critics. But I wonder if you ever felt it was, perhaps, too personal for your own comfort? Too exposing? To what extent did you knowingly take those risks?

I'm sure that if you had not been so emotionally honest, we wouldn't have loved the book so much. Thank you, by the way. It was a wonderful experience to read it. Thanks

FernieB · 30/04/2015 11:57

Finished this last night, just in time for tonight's chat. I confess I did skim read some parts about White as I wasn't hugely interested in him (found I disliked him from Helens references to him early in the book). What drew my interest was Helens relationship with Mabel and the progress of her 'manning'.

I'd also like to know how Mabel is doing as I'm sure everyone will.

It seems as though looking after a goshawk is fairly hands on, almost comparable to a toddler! Is this the case? How do you find time for work, shopping etc? Do you have plans to write more about Mabel?

Pasithea · 30/04/2015 17:27

I believe Mabel is no more. She flies and hunts in the skies way beyond.

Jinglebells99 · 30/04/2015 20:10

I'm going to come along later. Is the web chat just here on this thread? I'm really enjoying the book so far. I'm finding it very engaging and painfully honest, but I still have quite a way to go.

AlmaMartyr · 30/04/2015 20:18

I read this earlier this year and loved it. My father is a keen birder (although doesn't hawk) so I felt a very strong connection to him while reading it. He's read it himself now and also loved it. We both found some of the discussion about how hawking has changed over the years and how it has influenced our heritage and our landscape very interesting. It's not something I'd thought about before but it all made total sense.

I've heard that Mabel very sadly passed away (very sorry :() - have you trained another hawk or have any plans to?

paulasmith · 30/04/2015 20:54

I loved your book. I have a question I'd like to ask. In the book, you only mention your brother and mother and how they dealt with the death of your father in passing. I was wondering if this was a conscious decision to protect their privacy or if it was due to the fact that that would have diluted the book's focus (being your personal journey)? Or whether it was a combination of both or none of the above!

I would be really interested to hear your opinion on my ramblings!

TillyMumsnetBookClub · 30/04/2015 20:59

Evening everyone

Firstly, thank you to all those who have posted their reviews and thoughts so far. It is always fascinating to see how a book affects readers in different ways.

I’m delighted to welcome Helen Macdonald, winner of the 2015 Costa Prize and author of the exceptional H IS FOR HAWK, to Bookclub this evening.

Helen, thank you very, very much indeed for giving us your time tonight. And congratulations on the Samuel Johnson Prize, the Costa and your terrific success with this wonderful book. We have a fair few questions to get through so I'll just add the standard Mumsnet ones that we like to ask all our authors...

What childhood book most inspired you?

What would be the first piece of advice you would give to anyone attempting to write fiction?

What is the best book you’ve given someone recently?

And the best you’ve received?

Over to you...

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HelenMacdonald · 30/04/2015 21:00

@TillyMumsnetBookClub

Evening everyone

Firstly, thank you to all those who have posted their reviews and thoughts so far. It is always fascinating to see how a book affects readers in different ways.

I?m delighted to welcome Helen Macdonald, winner of the 2015 Costa Prize and author of the exceptional H IS FOR HAWK, to Bookclub this evening.

Helen, thank you very, very much indeed for giving us your time tonight. And congratulations on the Samuel Johnson Prize, the Costa and your terrific success with this wonderful book. We have a fair few questions to get through so I'll just add the standard Mumsnet ones that we like to ask all our authors...

What childhood book most inspired you?

What would be the first piece of advice you would give to anyone attempting to write fiction?

What is the best book you?ve given someone recently?

And the best you?ve received?

Over to you...

Thank you! Hello everyone, very excited to be here for a chat! I’ll try not to make too many spelling mistakes and typos or ramble too much!

What childhood book most inspired you?

So many! I was totally obsessed with Susan Cooper’s eerie and wonderful Dark Is Rising series. Like loads of childrens' books the main story is about a child learning that they have magical powers, and discovering, too, that they have an important role to play in the fight between good and evil. But it wasn’t that sense of magical individual power that drew me to the main character or the books themselves, it was that they had this marvellous voice, and they talked so bewitchingly of history and landscape and myth. Herne the Hunter, the Chiltern hills, wren-hunts, witches made of willow branches and of course all the Arthurian legends too. They’re very beautiful and poignant books. I still love them.

What would be the first piece of advice you would give to anyone attempting to write a book?

Writing is hard. It’s emotionally confronting. It makes you doubt yourself. It’s makes you want to do almost anything other than it, sometimes. So I guess the first piece of advice is: Sit down and write! It doesn’t matter how bad what you write is. Just get it down. You can go back and revise it later. There are lots of other things for writers to think about, but that’s the most important. If you’re anything like me you’ll be prone to terrible procrastination. I would much rather rather make toast, alphabetize my book collection, pair socks, have a bath - anything rather than get down to typing. In the middle of writing this book, there were days I was so desperately keen not to do it and so scared that I couldn’t write anything good that I couldn’t bring myself to even click on the manuscript file until and open it until about 9pm. Absolutely pathetic!

What was the best book you've given anyone recently?

I gave my friend Christina - who is in my book - a copy of Station Eleven by Emily St John Mandel. It is a novel about a group of travelling actors putting on Shakespeare plays after a virulent flu virus has destroyed civilisation. It’s plotted beautifully, is full of love and the most wonderfully drawn characters. It races along like a thriller, and but at heart it’s about hopes and humanity and loss and and the power of art. I really recommend it.

And the best you've received?

My wonderful editor at Jonathan Cape gave me a copy of Threads by Julia Blackburn. It’s one of the most original and unusual books i’ve ever read. It’s about her search to find out more about a man called John Craske, a fisherman who had serious health problems and created the most exquisite embroidered tapestries and paintings dealing with his life on the sea. What I love about the book is that Blackburn’s research leads her to all sorts of strange stories and wonderful encounters, and the book becomes an embroidery of sorts, a thing made of different threads, different stories and voices and anecdotes, and it is also a very moving book - her husband passed away as she wrote it - and that is woven into the narrative too.

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HelenMacdonald · 30/04/2015 21:02

@AlbertHerbertHawkins

Received a free copy - thank you mumsnet! Am 42 pages in; it's very good and very different. So far the phrase 'I took comfort in the blithe superiority that is the refuge of the small' pleased and struck me so much I have been moved to write it in my diary! My first question is about the design and artwork on the cover. I see from the note on the author at the back of the book that one of the 'hats' that Helen MacDonald wears is that of illustrator but the illustration for the cover of this book is by someone else. I really like the 'packaging' of this book and wonder how much input Helen had into it, whether it was what she invisaged and if she is pleased with it.

Hello! I do illustrate books but I wanted someone else to do the cover. It is by a man called Chris Wormell, a self-taught artist who is a bit of a ... well, a total genius. My editor at Jonathan Cape emailed me one day and told me that we needed to think about the cover. He said he was thinking of something in the style of Nicholson's Alphabet. And I was astounded, because that’s exactly what I was thinking too. I emailed some photos of Mabel to Chris, and he came back with the finished design in about two days. It was phenomenally smooth process and everyone was delighted with how it turned out!

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HelenMacdonald · 30/04/2015 21:03

@homeeconomics

Hi, I got a free copy and enjoying reading it. I was wondering if the book is totally autobiographical or is it a montage/ adaptation of the author's life ?

Great question! It’s autobiographical, it was what really happened that year. I tried to be as honest as I could about how it all felt, what I was thinking, and what went on. I didn’t make anything up. It was important not to. I think readers know if you’re pulling a fast one! The TH White part of the book is slightly different, of course, because I had to write that in a much more creative way - but even so, everything that I say about him and everything he does in the book were drawn from historical research and reading all his books and manuscripts and letters.

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FernieB · 30/04/2015 21:04

Can I ask how you have found the reaction to this book? Did you expect it to be so well received?

Also, when you started writing this book, what kind of book were you primarily intending to write - a book about grief or about a hawk?

HelenMacdonald · 30/04/2015 21:05

@April52

Thank you for my copy! I found H is for Hawk a thought provoking and sometimes challenging read. Helen Macdonald obviously draws on her academic background in order to help her to analyse and write about her feelings - both conscious and unconscious - concerning the death of her father. Drawing on the pursuits of the apparently more permanently troubled TH White, these more interpretative passages could be uncomfortable to read at times but we're also searching and gave all sorts of insight into the book's themes of love and grief.

I enjoyed most Macdonald's early passages recounting her childhood and her relationship with her father. These passages flowed with a warmth and admiration for her father which were lovely to read in contrast to the starker passages concerning White.

I guess that wasn’t a question but I want to thank you for your perceptive comments, particularly on how uncomfortable the passages about White are to read. They were hard to write, too. I felt his story was important because it is about how terrible early experiences can mark people their whole lives, and how they affect all the relationships they later have - even ones with hawks.

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Pasithea · 30/04/2015 21:05

Thank you for the book mumsnet and Helen. Also congratulations on your award.

I was very moved reading parts of this book. I was very disturbed reading the part after you got the Hawk and where " manning " with her. Mabel was obviously terrified of her new world. Did you relate to this as you where terrified of your new life without your Dad. Was it like a symbiotic rebirth into a new world which you both didn't know and where understandably frightened of. Something that you felt you couldn't do alone.

Thanks.