Oh Feathers, I hope you feel better soon and get some answers. Nothing worse than itching. My nipples and boobies have been horrendous whilst PG so to have your whole body feel like that must drive you mad. Big hugs and look at it as a bit of an enforced rest though I know hospitals arent that restful. Do you have something to read or a kindle to keep you occupied? Are you allowed out of bed for a little walk around the hospital if you tell them where you are and when you will be back? My DP was in hospital for 2 weeks the other year and towards the end he was 'allowed' down to the coffee shop for half an hour if we let the sister know where he was going. Poor bugger looked forwards to those little trips!
Well I had a horrible day yesterday. Sigh. We were supposed to be going to a pony show but sisters 4 x 4 died saturday night (after bathing a filthy white grey pony for an hour) so that was a big disappointment for us all.
Got up sunday and took her for a ride instead so that killed a couple of hours. Got home, tidied round a bit then decided to go to M & S with DP and DD (9) for some picky stuff for tea. We usually have a takeaway on Sundays after a show so had nothing in.
All good. Until DD asked for a subway for lunch. It was 2.30pm by this time, we'd had bacons and eggs at about 12.30ish after her ride so it wasn't as though she was starving and the Subway was right across the other side of the (very busy, very big) shopping centre.
Because I said no she went running to DP and asked him who said 'see what mum says but I think it's too late'. I again said no.
Lots of big fat tears. Cuddling up to DP making me look like I was being mean and nasty. Finished rest of shopping and got halfway home.
Said (jokingly) to DD to try and cheer her up 'Good job we went to M & S and not aldi otherwise daddy would be crying too' DP hates Aldi, likes lots of their stuff but hates walking around it.
DP replied (quite snottily) 'Well I don't work 50 or 60 hours a week to traipse round Aldi on a weekend.'
I took that as him having a go at me over 1) not working F/T which is grossly unfair as I've said loads of times (before PG) I would be happy to go back F/T and 2) that I spend too much money which isn't true. he doesn't understand the cost of things at all (I deal with all the finances) and would fritter away everything we had on shite we don't need.
So then I burst into hysterical tears as well. And couldn't stop crying. And then DD set off again as I was crying.
FFS, hormones are raging in our house lol. DD is approaching puberty I think (I was the same at her age) and I know I spent a good few days a month weeping when I was PG with DD.
So I had a bloody awful day yesterday. Feel drained and headachey and am still angry with DP. He's a star most of the time BUT when he's an arse he's an arse. He was pissed off yesterday because we didn't get to the show. Which is fine I understand that. But it wasn't my fault sisters car broke down. He wants us to have our own 4 x 4 and trailer so we can go on our own next year. Which I would love. But I can't see us being able to commit to affording it until we know what work is like for DP next year (he's a builder) and to be honest I have other priorities just now. But he's adamant thats what we are having.
I think we need to move house first as we only have 2 beds at the min and are hopelessly short on space. But all he talks about is a big fancy 4 x 4 and a posh trailer.
Wouldn't mind but until this year he didn't 'do' ponies at all and viewed them as an expensive waste of time pmsl. Its only because he's been showing instead of me that he's 'got the bug'.
Anyways now I've had a good bloody moan I hope everyone else is OK?
Harry don't worry about that comment. My BMI was about 28 I think at first appt and nothing has been said or noted on my records.
Hope Holly is OK? She's not posted for a while.