He was born with a heart condition. He was missing a heart artery, had a hole in the heart and other problems. He had major open heart surgery last Tuesday. He came out of theatre and was doing fantastic for the first 24 hours and then it all just went down hill. Wedneday night his heart stopped and they massaged his heart for 58mins and put him on a ventilator. They had to shock his heart 27 times that night and i can still see his poor body jump. Over the next couple of days his kidneys went on strike, his lungs filled with fluid and his heart was struggling. Myself, my brother, his partner and a family friend all stayed with my nephew day and night, we took it in turns to never let him be alone and to hold his hand and talk to him. We never thought he would leave us, he kept fighting until the end. His pupils became fixed on Friday morning so a CT scan was done in the afternoon. He was brain dead and had already died but the machines were keeping him alive. He was gone. I didn't want to say goodbye but i had to. Before they took all the machines away i told him i was sorry. That mummy, daddy and the rest of the family tried. We done everything we could. I was sorry. When we had all said our peace they asked us to leave whilst they sorted him out. Then his mum and dad held him and had time alone with him. I also held him, he looked so peaceful,i wanted to make him come alive again. I didnt want to let him go.
I have to be strong to support my family but i just had to tell someone else.
Please pray for him i just want him to be in peace.
I post morton is being done Thursday, why cant they just leave him alone, his body has been through enough.