Such a selfish bloody reason for missing him.
My family is going through hell right now, and he used to be the family rock, but now i am, and i'm struggling..
I dont feel strong enough to shoulder the burden today, some days i'm fine, but other days i just really wish he was there to fall back on, to lean on, and he's not and i need him and he's not here....
How am i supposed to keep everyone going when there is no-one to support me?