My gorgeous angel baby, happy 9th birthday.
I think of him every day and talk about him to his sister and brother he never got the chance to meet, he was taken from me as a little 6 week old baby but is running around now with the angels as a proper little lad.
I totally close myself off to all thoughts of grief, still 9 years later I cant grieve for him, it would be too much. Its just this time of year when feelings surface and my emotional block becomes weak