Hello,
I have been following threads daily, having decided last week to opt for the harmony at the FMC. I had a viability scan there last month at 7 weeks as I suffered a miscarriage in July and had such a horrendous experience (the baby never developed beyond 5 weeks but I didn’t
discover this until my NHS scan at 12.5 weeks)
Decided to go for the harmony as the NHS can’t scan me until April 7th – when I shall be on hols and even if I wasn’t I will be 12 weeks by then, and if there is a concern from the scan, I realise I probably wouldn’t know until I am 14 weeks along owing to the delay in getting back results from the NHS.
After what happened last year, I just can’t be done with all this waiting around and more importantly psychologically it is very damaging to me on a daily basis.
I had the harmony blood test yesterday and another scan – all seems well, so far – it was nice to get some pictures to take away and the doctor (Dr Barbra I think was very pleasant and hugely reassuring) . Next Tues I return for the nuchal and then hopefully the blood results will follow soon after.
Yesterday was actually my third scan, and I am now 10 weeks and 4 days.
On Friday last I had my midwife booking appt and the MW took pity on me owing to me being highly emotional over my fears that the baby isn’t developing (owing the blighted ovum last summer) and kindly got me an appt with the sonographer at the hospital within an hour of my seeing her – which I was enormously relieved and grateful for.
Most days I oscillate between feeling ecstatic to still be pregnant and excited, to worrying that everything will either end tomorrow or that the tests will some come back with a high risk factor. I know everything is beyond my control, but it doesn’t stop me worrying – daily.
It is nice to have found this thread, the info and support is very heart warming. Good luck everyone.