Currently 10weeks 4 . Found out at 6 weeks and have been so unwell since . I was already in the midst of a mental health relapse . It’s out of control I’ve been promised I’m going to get help for my anxiety which is bad anyway off perinatal but I’ve heard nothing . I’m scared this 4.1cm foetus is already killing me as I feel so tired , sick erx all the time . I know I’m either going to die in pregnancy or childbirth . Even if I have an abortion I’ll probably die from a complication of that . I have severe anxiety , around death . I’ve also become deeply depressed and I feel nothing but sadness . I’m scared of dying yet feel like it’s the only way out . No one is helping me .