Hi mummys
Dont really know were to start with this or what im expecting from this.
Im so scared at the moment im currently 27 weeks pregnant with my 4th child with my first i got really bad postnatal depression. With my second i got antinatal depression. With my 3rd i was fine. But this pregnancy im certain that i have depression again. Im so emotional and upset i cant enjoy it at all. Its so difficult atm. I understand all this with whatz going on wont be helping but my whole pregnancys like it im having so many down days but scared to go to doctors as dont want to go back on to tablets. I feel like a failure atm my eldest has lived with his dad since he was one now 9 and my second went to live with other family members from 3mths to 8mnths hes now 6. There my children but constantly feel they deserve better ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Sorry for this thankyoy for reading please no judging or harsh comments xx