to cry and be so so upset because the my first day to myself without ds in months has just been cancelled

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it has been planned for 2 months. ds goes to his great aunts every friday night until saturday morning. Tomorrow she was gunna have him for the whole day. i never get days to myself without ds apart from when im at work which obviously isn't the same.

i had planned to go tower of london for the day by myself which i have been waiting for an oportunity to do for about 5 months since i took ds but couldn't go on a beefeater tour as ds was bored of standing around.

so i have been so so so SO looking forward to tomorrow and his aunt rang a couple of hours to cancel.

i am irationally devestated. i will not get another day to myself for god knows how long.the last time i had a day to myself was i cant even remember when!!!!

i feel so down its rediculous. and i know people are going to say isn't there anyone else you can ask to have him to give me a break, but really there is no one

ah Otter thats a lovely offer thanks

But im going to take ds to the park on his bike now. we've taken the stabelisers off and we're gunna see how he gets on.

Maybe once he's at school full time il be able to go to the tower of london for an hour or so. ive got a free pass so its just the train i need to pay for.

his aunt when she cancelled today said she would pick him up at 3pm instead of the normal 4:15pm but she has just rang to say she will now pick him up at 4:15pm so she has obviously made plans now and will not want to go tower of london with us

at least ive saved a bit of money today. would probably have bought ds a toy of some sort from tower of london im sure