You wouldn’t.
but if your 18 years of life were rape, pain, suffering, abuse, starvation, beatings..waking up daily in fear of what those who are supposed to live you will do, let alone strangers….you have no money, no education, an abusive boyfriend dragging you into satanism. You are in a society with no mental health care, or health care if you can’t pay for it, and very little in the way of social security.
very little chance of breaking the cycle. Probably facing a life of numbing addiction.
you find yourself in prison. Warm, food. Not having to sell yourself to exist. While physical violence may exist, it’s probably not to the extent you know. Some people may even be kind to you. You have healthcare, libraries, exercise. Even solitary confinement might be comparatively peaceful.
i read a piece the other day about a British journalist who worked for More! back in the day. Interviewed CP. CP sent her a handmade card after thanking her for being nice.
found it: www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/c6x2z2j8yjvgo