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Lucy Letby

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kkloo · 22/07/2026 20:03

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Aluna · 23/07/2026 14:16

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:12

@Oftenaddled were they? They certainly didn't have the power to get her off the unit-otherwise they would have. I think when two "managers" (also doctors) are in agreement with all the other doctors that one nurse is deliberately harming babies that kind of trumps the other managers "feels" that she's a super safe conscientious nurse! I think they were clinical leads not actual managers.

Well as one of them said in an email - they’re all under suspicion until this is resolved.

It’s rather convenient to have a serial killer to resolve the problems on the unit.

Nyungnyung · 23/07/2026 14:16

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 13:57

But you dont accidentally take home bundles and bundles of stuff.

You can have three handovers in a shift, and easy to take them home in your pocket - and easy to do this several times a week over a couple of years, which gradually leads to a bundle.

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:21

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:12

@Oftenaddled were they? They certainly didn't have the power to get her off the unit-otherwise they would have. I think when two "managers" (also doctors) are in agreement with all the other doctors that one nurse is deliberately harming babies that kind of trumps the other managers "feels" that she's a super safe conscientious nurse! I think they were clinical leads not actual managers.

The doctors offered only coincidence and gut feeling to support their suspicions. This meant the other managers had to ask them for evidence and investigate whether there was actually a problem. Their investigation led to the Royal College of Pediatric and Child Health declaring that the unit needed to remain downgraded, and to the pathologist/ neonatologist's report that poor medical care could have exacerbated natural conditions in the majority of the cases they had been asked to scrutinis

All of the doctors had a duty to report any suspicions around a death to the coroner. The consultants filled in the forms for the coroner themselves, after all the deaths, but they never did this. They just went to their superiors wanting Lucy Letby off the ward without any medical evidence based on their death rate rising and her being present at many of the deaths

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:25

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:02

Her writings said some very odd things but they don't come down on either the side of innocence or the side of guilt. She was in a very odd and stressful situation. She'd been removed from her job and had learned from her union that the consultants were accusing her of killing babies. There was gossip about it in the staff canteen and in clinics. She took a grievance which found that the consultants had no basis for the accusation and she should be allowed to return. She wasn't allowed to return. She saw her GP and had counselling. She was on antidepressants and had thoughts of suicide.

The police opened an investigation. The press reported it (though not her name). The police spoke to the consultants and to more and more of her colleagues but didn't take her up on her request to be interviewed. A year into their investigation, they arrested her instead and found the notes.

That's what the two years when she wrote the notes were like. And of course notes are a way to calm down and deal with intrusive thoughts. But it's not surprising if she was breaking down in those circumstances, is it - guilty or innocent? I don't think the notes tell us anything except that she was in terrible distress.

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Yeah, I get what you are saying. You could be right. Ive wondered sometimes if she was someone who didnt really know what she was doing and in an attempt to cover that up ended up injuring babies without actually meaning to. It would make sense writing ' I am evil ' if that was the case. It would also account for her taking such extreme measures as looking up families on line and taking home notes. So maybe she did kill them and then became paranoid...but not kill them in the psychpathic sadistic sense, but more in a kind of manslaughter type way.

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:25

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:02

But what were their reasons for doing that ?

Just in case you aren't aware, Daygloboo, these aren't records that were meant to be filed away, or copies. They were the informal handwritten notes nurses made to hand on information to each other between shifts. Just pieces of paper. The risk was forgetting to put him in confidential waste, bringing them home in your pocket, taking them out to do laundry, and leaving them stashed somewhere

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:28

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:25

Just in case you aren't aware, Daygloboo, these aren't records that were meant to be filed away, or copies. They were the informal handwritten notes nurses made to hand on information to each other between shifts. Just pieces of paper. The risk was forgetting to put him in confidential waste, bringing them home in your pocket, taking them out to do laundry, and leaving them stashed somewhere

Oh ok. I didnt know that. I thought i read somewhere that she took loads of rotas home.

MissMoneyFairy · 23/07/2026 14:28

Glowingup · 23/07/2026 10:24

Nothing new has emerged beyond opinion pieces from people who don’t seem to have read the evidence or followed the trials as many of the things they are saying were considered and dismissed at the time. You can find an expert to say whatever you want if you look hard enough. I am satisfied that she is guilty and hopefully the CCRC will take a similar view as will the court (if it gets that far).

It's emerged that the maternity and birth notes were not reviewed, the defense were refused access. If any of these babies were well and stable during pregnancy and birth they would not have been in nicu in the first place.

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:30

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:25

Yeah, I get what you are saying. You could be right. Ive wondered sometimes if she was someone who didnt really know what she was doing and in an attempt to cover that up ended up injuring babies without actually meaning to. It would make sense writing ' I am evil ' if that was the case. It would also account for her taking such extreme measures as looking up families on line and taking home notes. So maybe she did kill them and then became paranoid...but not kill them in the psychpathic sadistic sense, but more in a kind of manslaughter type way.

She said that she was very worried that some sort of failings in her care had contributed. That she had missed signs or done something wrong. But then she took the various tests management set her and passed, and the external reviewers noted that there was no cause for her exclusion from the ward except consultants' feelings and coincidence. The baby deaths were reviewed and explained (all but one) and she was told she was coming back on the ward. And then the police investigation opened it all up again.

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:31

MidnightMeltdown · 23/07/2026 11:29

Hmmm… mumsnet is a funny place.

Lucy Letby, who is young, blonde and pretty, and probably looks like the girl next door/someones daughter, can’t possibly be guilty, despite being convicted.

Micheal Jackson, on the other hand, who was a black man, and a bit odd looking, is guilty as sin, despite not having ever been convicted.

It's mumsnet, women are never in the wrong. Especially if there's a man to blame somewhere.

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:32

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:28

Oh ok. I didnt know that. I thought i read somewhere that she took loads of rotas home.

That would have been stranger! She was disorganised with her notes but she didn't have anything like that

IonianNerveGrip · 23/07/2026 14:35

It's actually quite an MN trope for someone making stupid criticisms of a woman to be taken to task and then start bloating that MN is misandrist, or similar. Happens loads.

Iamateadrinker · 23/07/2026 14:37

Just a thought regarding the " confession" notes, they are like a stream of consciousness, just phrases.
A lot of the negative ones could be prefaced with the thought " people think I'm". a killer, evil, useless etc
It's often missed that she also wrote " I am innocent"
Why is more weight put on the confession than the protestation of innocence?
It's amazing to think that the genius that is a nurse who can use different methods of murder ( including one that's never been seen before) in a busy neonatal unit - including before she has met the baby and when she is on holiday -is also so dense that she keeps a confession......
If you think I'm exaggerating look at some of the many threads that have discussed these things in great detail and read some of the very enlightening articles that have been linked.
I can't know if she's innocent.
But people a lot cleverer than me believe there were no murders.
I don't believe her conviction is safe.

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:40

FrippEnos · 23/07/2026 10:36

The procecution as part of how they decided which babies were murdered didn't look at any of the babies that died whilst letby wasn't there even though several were brought forwards by parents.
Also at least one of the babies that LLwas supposed to have murdred she never met.

That's because they weren't suspicious deaths. One minute people will say premature babies die so she's not guilty, the next they demand all the non-suspicious natural deaths are also looked into? Why?

Also at least one of the babies that LLwas supposed to have murdred she never met.

Which one? And don't say baby C.

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:41

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:06

There's a bit of a crossover, though - two of the consultants were managers: Dr Brearey and Dr Jayaram. You are right that other managers thought the doctors were wrong, and there are indicators that some of them still think so. So the managers were split.

The consultants were clinical leadership - that’s quite different to Agenda for Change/VSM NHS managers (who were the group protecting LL).

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:43

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:40

That's because they weren't suspicious deaths. One minute people will say premature babies die so she's not guilty, the next they demand all the non-suspicious natural deaths are also looked into? Why?

Also at least one of the babies that LLwas supposed to have murdred she never met.

Which one? And don't say baby C.

She never met baby C before the X-ray was made which the prosecution pathologist used as proof of murder at the trial.

If any of the deaths were suspicious, the consultants really shouldn't have waited months or years to tell anyone. Their job was to do that right away.

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:44

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:41

The consultants were clinical leadership - that’s quite different to Agenda for Change/VSM NHS managers (who were the group protecting LL).

That's fair enough, but the point is that the situation was more nuanced than managers protecting Lucy Letby against doctors.

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:49

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:43

She never met baby C before the X-ray was made which the prosecution pathologist used as proof of murder at the trial.

If any of the deaths were suspicious, the consultants really shouldn't have waited months or years to tell anyone. Their job was to do that right away.

That's not the same as saying she never met the baby. She was there when he died.

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:53

Frequency · 23/07/2026 13:15

Of which only a handful mentioned babies included on the indictments. What is the explanation for the other 230-something handover sheets she had?

The only thing this is evidence of is Letby's hoarding impulse.

I can't remember how many handover sheets I accidentally took home. You start your shift, read the handover, and if there is something you might need to refer to later in your shift, you stick it in your pocket, and then 5 million other things happen, and you forget all about the handover sheet and the half a dozen other notes you scribbled on paper towels and shoved into your pocket.

I'm not a hoarder, so the handover sheets I took home either fell behind the washing machine after being rescued from my pocket and left on top of the washer to deal with later or were used as kindling for the garden incinerator.

Letby hoards paper, so her version of leaving it on top of the washer to deal with later was to shove them into various carrier bags around the house and forget about them.

“Letby hoards paper”. Letby said she collects paper, (if that’s even a thing), and yet she was meticulous about shredding bank statements and other personal documents. Hmm.

MistressoftheDarkSide · 23/07/2026 14:53

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:49

That's not the same as saying she never met the baby. She was there when he died.

But was accused of attacking him before she met him. I suppose you think that's an understandable slip up in court proceedings?

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:53

Firefly1987 · 23/07/2026 14:49

That's not the same as saying she never met the baby. She was there when he died.

Sure. I think that's the incident in question, though. The one where Dr Evans had to revise his findings for the incident from murder to wind.

www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2024/dec/20/my-kind-of-case-intense-focus-falls-on-lucy-letby-trial-expert-witness

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:54

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:44

That's fair enough, but the point is that the situation was more nuanced than managers protecting Lucy Letby against doctors.

How so?

Nyungnyung · 23/07/2026 14:56

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:25

Yeah, I get what you are saying. You could be right. Ive wondered sometimes if she was someone who didnt really know what she was doing and in an attempt to cover that up ended up injuring babies without actually meaning to. It would make sense writing ' I am evil ' if that was the case. It would also account for her taking such extreme measures as looking up families on line and taking home notes. So maybe she did kill them and then became paranoid...but not kill them in the psychpathic sadistic sense, but more in a kind of manslaughter type way.

This is how almost all health professionals think - we were all terrified as junior doctors that we had accidentally hurt someone or missed something - and if someone became unexpectedly unwell, you would often worry about whether it was something you missed. I can easily imagine writing and thinking similar things, if I was taken off the ward following a number of deaths, even if deep down I knew that I had done nothing deliberate

Daygloboo · 23/07/2026 14:56

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:30

She said that she was very worried that some sort of failings in her care had contributed. That she had missed signs or done something wrong. But then she took the various tests management set her and passed, and the external reviewers noted that there was no cause for her exclusion from the ward except consultants' feelings and coincidence. The baby deaths were reviewed and explained (all but one) and she was told she was coming back on the ward. And then the police investigation opened it all up again.

Yeah, that does put a different angle on it.

Nyungnyung · 23/07/2026 14:58

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:53

“Letby hoards paper”. Letby said she collects paper, (if that’s even a thing), and yet she was meticulous about shredding bank statements and other personal documents. Hmm.

Was she? I have not seen any evidence that she was meticulous about shredding bank statements

Oftenaddled · 23/07/2026 14:59

rubbishatballet · 23/07/2026 14:54

How so?

Because two of the doctors were also managers.

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