I lost my partner a few years ago and I haven’t recovered. GP took away my therapy when I moved counties after I waited a year for help.
No one of his family will speak to me because they think it’s my fault and all his friends have been instructed by them to follow. The messages his Mum sends me and my family, friends -and even distant relations- (even after all this time) are unpleasant. Sad thing is that I’d be more than happy to be her friend even after all the flack just because the grief for him is lonely, and who better to understand?
It’s not getting better. I’m becoming more and more unhappy. I can’t fight anymore and no one else In my life can even conceive of the anguish. My mum compares it to her divorce and my dad says ‘he chose his path’. Not criticising them, they're trying to comfort me but no one has words.
He took my life that day too
not a troll or ai or a joke- sadly :(