Was from "the book", that most reliable of sources...
A few weeks earlier I’d owned my own home, my own business, a flock of sheep, a garden, land, an Aga, washing machines, a lawn mower; I had responsibilities, respect, pride …
...and a large amount of someone elses money
She wouldn't have had respect from others at that point if people had known she had stolen £64k from her employer. The only people who seem to have known at that point were Raymoth themselves, the Hemmings, the police, the relatives who loaned them the money to repay the Hemmings and the lawyers who arranged the NDA.
Pride is an interesting one. Pride in her life with her husband and children, the house, holiday let and French property? Pride in herself for stealing or for getting away with it to the extent she did, so that she avoided a conviction and possible prison sentence? Some people who commit theft and other crimes are proud of what they do, of getting away with it or getting off lightly. Too much pride to live within their means rather than steal money from her employer to support their lifestyle? Too much pride to accept council accommodation and benefits other than Tax Credits?
ETA the two quotes I'm referring to from pps. The quoted posts disappeared again. Is anyone else having this issue?