Me and DH both 28 have been together since the age of 17. We have one ds together. He really is the perfect partner. Allows me to work part time and keep every single penny of mine to myself, pays all the bills and allows me to use his card whenever I like. He is affectionate and tells me he loves me all the time. He doesn’t have a high sex drive and neither do I but every now and again we do spend that kind of time together and everything seems so good. In the past one of our issues has been porn and his usage of it. Currently now he can’t access it as we have parental control settings and he has no form of social media apart from TikTok which he got a few months ago. I haven’t looked through his phone in so long but did last week and found absolutely nothing. It was only when he was showing me something on TikTok and searching for a video to show me I saw some innapropritae stuff on the “suggested” but it didn’t show he had searched for any of this. He told me it’s just random suggestions that comes up. Anyways today I found out you could see a persons full search and watch history. I took his phone while he was in the shower and scrolled far down and found that he had searched for “baddies to finish off to” and a few other things and when I went on his watch history it had shown he’d watched about 30 videos of this half naked girl and a few of a girl jiggling her bare ass and shown he’d watched it at around midnight when he is usually downstairs watching tv whilst I was up in bed. It was only on this one day he had looked at all these videos. I’ve confronted him and told him it’s not fair how it’s me that ends up not being to sleep at night when this happens and he’s giving me the same kind of apology he always did and seems regretful but I just can’t seem to tell myself to get over it and stop feeling this way.