and demanding I abort. We spent a weekend away together and when I explained I didn’t want to, he demanded I must because it was cause a problem with his precarious relationship with his teenage daughter. He then restrained me in a hug, bent my fingers, threw me in the garden chair, pushed me to the ground, sat on me, pulled my hair and face, grabbed me by the throat, screamed I would ruin his relationship with his DD, said I could not leave and have his child, I am evil, wrong and grabbed me by the throat some more, threw me against a bookshelf (my back is bruised), raged in my face, pulled the hair at the side of my face in my french plait, pulled my face, raised his fist to hit me, hit the wall, pushed me into a corner. After he acted like I was making g it all up and I refused to let him. He then became fearful, explained he was frightened and is ashamed. He had an off moment when he declared over lunch he has had enough of life. He thought I was leaving him at that point. I chilled out towards him and he said he is not extremely sorry, he won’t hurt me again and has never done this before. He is acting as though it never happened and isn’t responding to my remarks about the bruising and blocked my brother on FB who is livid with him. He wants me to report this asap. I am so confused to what happened, what this is and if he is dangerous and has a hidden mental illness or was abusive before and that is why his ex and child do not want anything to do with him. Cheers. I’m freaking out so bad.