For me, and again, not vegan but, until I really started looking into the industries, I had no idea.
I mean I knew, of course I did, as we all do, that animals have to die for us to eat them.
The trouble is, although we say 'it's such a shame' and recognise its sad - we don't feel it. We've been disconnected from feeling anything by years of social conditioning. That and of course, its out of sight, out of mind.
But I realise now, after seeing... that should have been a red flag. The fact that I felt...sympathy I guess, in some ways, but no real empathy or emotion about what was going on.
I see how much was hidden from me too.
People like to use the word 'propaganda' when talking about vegans. But, the real propaganda is something we've been exposed to our whole lives by the meat and dairy industry, via advertising and through the spread of false information (eg: you need milk for calcium). Once you see the scale of things, the scale of the lies... it's genuinely heartbreaking. And I felt such a sense of shame. And thats a hard emotion to sit with.
And I think we all fear shame too. So it can be difficult to even want to look. It's not 'judgement' that scares us from vegans. It's that we might have to self reflect...to look behind the curtains and judge ourselves. And we might not like what we see. Not just with what we are actually paying for, but also, with whats going on within ourselves.
I hope future generations will be kinder from the get go. I've changed my diet considerably but I'm weak to certain things... and I recognise that weakness for what it is. Sometimes we have to be able to say 'I don't like this about myself' and 'other people can do things better than I can' and 'are better people in certain regards'.
But I'll never be blinded to things again. And I'm so thankful to vegans for giving me back part of myself that I didn't know I had lost. No, not lost...but that had been taken from me.