So today is our 3 year anniversary. Very happily married and we now have a baby. But I can’t help and think back to our wedding day and how much of a let down it was. I feel like growing up girls are given this idea that their wedding day will be the best day of their lives but honestly I couldn’t wait for the day to be over! I felt really on edge like all these people were here for us I felt the need to entertain them make sure they had drinks and I was constantly worried people were bored. I remember sitting at the top table after finishing our food thinking right do we need to go and make our way through the tables now and speak to everyone or do we stay here and they come to us? This was my mind the whole day just questioning what I should be doing, I don’t think I was relaxed at any point during the whole thing. A few guests left around 8pm which in my mind meant that yes everyone is definitely bored and wants to go home! After the wedding finished I was really quite depressed for a few days because I felt like something was wrong with me, everyone else loves their wedding day but why didn’t I?! Even now I still can’t watch our wedding video.. despite the day not being what I thought it would be we are happily married and all is well but I was just wondering if anyone else felt the same on their day or is it just me?