Initially I thought it would be one day away and I’d get my own ticket. In a slightly drunken conversation I was asked if I could do longer, and then - as a very, very expensive present - I was gifted the long weekend instead of it being just one day. I feel very guilty about this, and have tried to pay back through presents/other gifts. I also felt guilty about leaving my young children for a more extended period. I did have fun, but felt like one member of the group disliked me. I went along with everything, but I think I annoyed this person by initially arriving late - then not asserting myself, and then I was very tired one day after staying out until 4am the day before. I had an accident the week previously and was finding it tricky to stand/dance for longer periods.
As soon as I sat for anything - I was met with ‘are you ok?? are you ok??’
I have come back feeling just - guilty! Guilty at leaving my family, guilty about someone paying for it all, and guilty that I might have looked exhausted. I’m also feeling shit from pissing off one member of the group, when I really didn’t mean to. AIBU?