Honestly at breaking point.
DH been on TRT since beginning of February. Before that we hadn’t had any intimacy in 2 years. His choice.
We have had it twice since then, the first time i had to instigate it and I felt like I was taking his virginity. I ffelt gross and felt like he didn’t really want to do it. Second time he woke up Horny.
His last blood test 2 weeks ago showed he’s at 22 whatever that means, he originally was 6.
The amount of times iv been turned down int he past is ridiculous but I genuinely thought things would be better by now. Kids are at school so we went to have a nap, tried it on numerous times to be pushed away and told he has a “mental block” so I have came downstairs. I have literally no one to talk to about this lol.
I don’t know what to do, I feel so unattractive and unwanted. There is absolutely no point telling him how I feel because I have been expressing it for 3 years and he has autism so struggles to see how I feel.
I thought he’d be back to how he was before 😞