I’m posting this full well knowing I was prob being very unfair but I had a huge panic attack last night didn’t sleep well and then had to wake up to go to a service at the temple.
Anyway, I had to get some lunch with my mum after service and I stopped on a double yellow line like lots of others. I was sort of blocked in. The attendant kept pointing at me. Constantly. Then stood next to me. I said I’m blocked in I can’t move wait. Then he just stood there and didn’t move so I said rather loudly “will you please just wait I can’t move for gods sake” he then started saying “look I’ll just give you a ticket at this point” so I then reversed into a bay well away from the yellow line. He said “NO YIU CANT BE THERE it’s near the yellow line” I then said rather loudly “look I’m waiting for someone I’m not where near the yellow line please just give me a minute. They haven’t got their phone I can’t call them and this is a dodgy area” he then said flippantly and rudely “look I’ll just give you a ticket” and started waving his device at me. so at this point I’m stressed, overstimulated, tired and my adhd brain can’t take any more and I lost it and said “you really don’t need to take your job this seriously you know. There’s really no need to be such a jobsworth. I was parked in a bay and not obstructing because I was waiting”
anyway I had to move into the temple car park in the end then I felt like a complete a hole for behaving like that in front of a temple. I’m not even religious it’s just I still have respect.
how much of an a hole have I been