NC for this because my DP knows my usual name
not intended as a criticism of vapers - if it suits you, no wprries.
God, I wish I'd stuck to smoking...I didn't even smoke every day.
I started vaping this summer as I thought it would help me stop smoking, which I didn't do daily, never in the house, and maybe got through a pack a month. I really wanted to give up for him he gets so pissed off when I smoke, he said it was a dealbreaker when we met in fact but then changed his mind.
I feel like such an idiot because the last couple of weeks, I have been feeling very unwell suddenly, tested for covid etc. I thought that I was going off my usual flavours and didn't connect the dots.
For context, it would take me about three to four days to get through a disposable but I'm still confused about how vaping translates into numbers of cigarettes tbh.
I suppose the point is, I'm now on a daily nicotine habit. I have been feeling ill in a really weird way, but only put two and two together yesterday. I was at the gym and I just couldn't do anything. Bizaree feeling.
I looked it up and yes, I feel like an idiot, but the one of the big issues seems to be I have been inhaling a lot more nicotine than I was from a cigarette?
I kind of wish it wasn't so socially unacceptable to smoke. I like the odd smoke the way some people like a drink.
Obviously I've ditched my vape - now in the recycling box at the vape shop - but now wondering how lomg I will feel like shit. I can't even face dinner and was meant to have trout with almonds, which I love.
Hopefully I'll feel all right for work on Monday? I feel like I've got flu or something. Aches, pains, gastric issues. Tbh i had those yesterday, so probably more likely nicotine overload than withdrawal?
has anyone experienced this? Thanks. Feel free to have a go at me, I probably need the motivation. I think ive accidentalky added a poll but don't have a question really