Husband has just sulked off to a committee meeting for his hobby. Left me alone all summer looking after two ND kids because he couldn’t get a day off despite him being the one to grant holidays. We are having renovations and things are hard but he’s not getting enough sex and it makes him horrid - of course it’s all my fault. I speak to him like shit, I shout at him, I don’t come near him which isn’t true. He always gets like this when we don’t have sex. I’m sick of it. I work full time and have done ALL the mental load for the build, for the kids EVERYTHING. He does more than most but it’s still no where near enough. He gets all ‘woman hatey’ when we don’t have sex too. OBVIOUSLY RB has done nothing wrong and feminists are awful. He’s only like this when he hasn’t had sex. It’s like poison in him. He can be lovely but at the moment if I never see another man again I wouldn’t be sad. He’s off on a work trip to Amsterdam at 3:00 for 2 days and I really couldn’t care less if he paid for sex as obviously I am such a let down to him. Sorry to vent - stuck in a one bedroom flat with my mum with no one to talk to (don’t want to upset mum) I’m sure it will all be fine but rig hit now I’m done.