Hi all
I've posted before about my H problem. Don't know if it was under a different username.
I'm so so so suicidal. Wish I could end it all right now tbh. The thought of dying is the only thing I have right now. Other than that all other options feel like an uphill battle.
As the title says. Please give feedback on your thoughts and sorry if it's all abit jumbled.
Went out with the kids today. Small kids usual BS it was hard as always. But it's 10x harder with H.
On way home we get in the car and he throws his coat at me! Im sat in the passenger seat. I look in shock and he acts like he's done nothing. I say get this coat off me! He then gets it off and puts in back while whacking me across the face with it. For context he is a true gaslighter and narcissistic. I was in shock. I said how dare you hit me in the face twice? He goes mental and says how is that your face and pokes me twice very hard on my face and pinched my thigh really hard too. I cried and cried. He did the usual dangerous driving. Until finally got home safe and I ran into my bed.