Hi, I need to reach out for some advice/life experiences/support. Am 6w pregnant already have 17 & 6 yo. They barely spend any time together. 6 year old craves sibling relationship.
I suffer with MH mainly anxiety and depression.
I found it so hard raising children mentally and can’t imagine going back to newborn and toddler stage although I do fantasise about another child how it will look and be with my youngest etc.
I have termination pills being sent to the house.
I am just thinking I will be 44 (just) once baby here. 50 with a 6 year old.
I am as confused as I sound. Tried talking to family/peri natal Mh team but all anyone says it’s your choice. I’m feeling nausea 24/7 which is making it worse.
Anyone been in my shoes or similar …?