This is not AIBU sorry, I just don’t know what to do. I have felt so low, tired and utterly joyless for several months. I am 50, have a job which I enjoy two teens and a DH. They’re not perfect by any means but they’re not a bad bunch and I do love them all very much.
nothing too bad has happened to trigger how I feel just daily stresses of life which we all have to deal with.
I no longer do any hobbies which I used to enjoy as I can no longer be bothered, I don’t see anyone outside of work because I don’t enjoy seeing people anymore and I just sit on the sofa when I get home from work. I know it’s boring and there’s plenty I could be doing but I can’t be bothered, I’d rather sit and do nothing.
I finally phoned the GP last week and got a phone call appointment for today but they didn’t call me. I don’t eat much as I’m never hungry and although I enjoy my job I can’t even face going there anymore.
I just can’t go on. Can anyone help me find a way forward? I’ve never felt so utterly useless and pathetic