The NHS has changed massively since I started nursing in 2013.
Things weren't great then, but they are worse now.
Now the "full capacity rooms" (which are basically windowless store rooms) are being permanently used on the wards.
Job adverts go out and no one applies for them.
People are living longer, getting older and sicker. And the number of staff and beds has not kept up.
Families live far away and are too busy with work and their own young family to look after relatives (I'm not saying that they should, before anyone jumps down my throat!).
Covid affected training new staff for specialist roles, because it was an all hands on deck approach for months on end.
The knock on effect of this on the availability of beds and suitably trained staff has led to massive backlogs.
I wish I could do a job where I felt like I made a positive difference to people.
I'm looking to leave in the next few years and do something where I can do that now. Maybe a personal trainer or something.
I'm in my 30s, I don't expect the NHS to still be a thing when I'm old.