Sorry for the emotion in this, thanks in advance.
I'm in my 30's and we've been dating since a year before the pandemic happily. We both have called each other telepathic from day 1, neither of us have experienced this so soon before or to this extent. However our lives are different, she is very visual and I'm not so much. Even if I spent everything on operations I'd still be minging which left me feeling out of place. I still love her and she says she loves me, her closest friends know about us but her wider circle doesn't. Before she told me that I was instagramable she posted her and her bf pic, which wasn't of me, it was some other bloke. What it boils down to is she wants him visibly in her life and I'm there for love. I still love her I still feel like my hearts locked onto her and hers me. I haven't been shattered by it because I feel she still loves me but she's doing this. I don't know what this means, we've talked about having a family and almost planned the whole thing without even thinking about it, it's the only thing that's made sense in my life and now I don't know what it is.