Posting because I don't have anyone to talk to and having sat now for an hour crying on my own I need to talk to someone. I'm finding it increasingly difficult day by day to not want to end things. There is no point to my life I just exist either at a job I hate that I'm awful at or I'm at home alone. I'd really like to just not wake up tomorrow. Have been discharged from NHS mental health services. Not going to call samaritans, what's the point. Doesn't change anything.