Emotional.
Had an emotionally busy 6 months, we returned from a week away last Saturday, and that week was bliss.
Then we both tested positive for Covid, and it's wiping us out. More so than we would have felt it had it been this time last year, our reserves are spent.
And now Ukraine, and I'm done.
I've cried at the news, I've seen my husband have a tear.
It's just. Breathtakingly, heartbreakingly awful.
All I can suggest to anyone, who's not directly impacted, is to look for the helpers. When everything looks so awful, look for the woman that's telling the soldiers to take her sunflower seeds, look to the men and women queing to help the refugees, look to Yelenski who truely is a hero. The absolute embodiment of a hero.
Look to the Russians who protest, the sports players who are standing publicly against their "leader".
Look to those and then regather your hope and courage, and if you're like me, look for a way you can help, send support, anything. Cause right now, it's the futility of my ability to do ANYTHING that's hard, I want to open my door to them all and give them every penny I have, every hug in me...and I can't.