I'll try to keep a long story short and just the facts - trying to be as objective as possible.
Recently returned to work from 10 months maternity leave - been back 6 weeks now. I have struggled with my mental health whilst on maternity leave quite significantly - I spent some time admitted to a mother and baby unit when my baby was born, and have struggled on and off with anxiety and low mood throughout my maternity leave. I have been seen regularly for therapy by a perinatal mental health team, who are fabulous and have helped me lots.
Part of my struggles relate to separation from my baby, which sends my anxiety into overdrive. Hence the return to work has been extremely hard indeed, to put it mildly. But I've put a brave face on and tried to just get on with it thus far.
I submitted a request for flexible working / reduced hours to my manager. I wanted to go from FT (37 hours a week) to PT (33 hours a week). So in effect I'm asking for a reduction of just 4 hours per week. It's been declined. On the basis that it cannot be justified in the current for climate of severe staff shortages and the service being at crisis point as a result of Covid (I am in a large public sector organisation).
However, I know for a fact that some other colleagues work flexibly and have reduced hours, for their own reasons. So in effect I am being treated differently because of the work climate at the moment.
I honestly feel as though I will end up on long term sick if I have to continue to work FT hours. I am asking for a small bit of flexibility to enable me to keep working and to meet my health needs.
Am I being unreasonable? Any advice on how to proceed with this? I'm really lost. Thanks.