We been together for almost 10 years. I had 1 child before him and had 4 of his kids back to back we broke up permanently about 4 years ago in that time I got pregnant and had a baby by someone else. Since then I've been helping him with everything money, gave him my truck when I took all 5 kids. We ended up getting back together shortly after I had my son but it's been even worse. He's already had the tendency to hit me but now it's past that. He talks to me disrespectful lies on me constantly and gets mad if I try to stick up for myself. This morning he woke me up screaming of course cause I didn't make chicken parm lastnight before I went to sleep. I know just like he knows he wasn't gonna get up and eat it not in the morning I planned on making it for dinner. He ended up trying to throw lunch meat in my face I picked it up and threw it in his face he grabbed my laptop which I work from home threw it out the door and told me to get it so he could lock me out. I ended up being able to grab my laptop and he couldn't shut the door on me so he threw me down and I busted my knee. I can't take it anymore I wanna kill him I want him dead for everything he's done to me and my kids. He shouldn't be able to treat people like this this isn't right I can't take it anymore