Actually, I think I probably am, but anyway...
I am a SAHM, and once a month I get to go out in the evening to my bookclub, which I LOVE (I do of course go out on other occasions too, but this is my one regular evening out which I would not miss for the world).
Anyway, I love everything about it, from getting ready to go out, to the actual meeting and chatting and eating...but what I also really like is the driving there and back ON MY OWN. I like having my music on really loud, singing along at the top of my voice. It's something I just don't really get to do in the course of my usual days / weeks etc.
Anyway, recently we had a very nice new woman join our group and it turns out she lives about 2 mins away from me... so as we were chatting, she asked me if I could give her a lift home (she'd come by train), and I of course said yes.
Now she expects a lift every month, and there is of course no reason for me not to give her one, in fact it would be stupid not to as I literally have to drive past her house...BUT.... I am really beginning to resent her taking my "me-drive-time" away, which feels so pathetic and petty
It's got to the point where I'm hoping she won't be able to make it to a meeting.
Am I just a horrible person? It's certainly not very festive is it?
Oh, I abu, I know it....but what can I do? [pathetic anguished wail]