MissLucyEyelesbarrow
People are frustrated by how difficult it is to access a GP appointment but you should read the thread, everyone is appalled and no one has condoned abuse of GP surgery staff.
However, this, "GPs have 3 times the suicide rate of the general population. I understand why." is an awful thing to post in this context, it's no less manipulative than the patients who say, "if I die it will be your fault".
The list of abuse you and your colleagues have experienced could have been written my many people in public facing roles, it does not make it acceptable but it is not unique. Supermarket staff have also put up with a lot of abuse through the pandemic, working with far less protection and unable to manage their exposure to covid.
I worked in ICU for many years and have my own extensive and hair raising list of abusive incidents. The Christmas day a relative pinned me against a wall and tried to strangle me was a particularly low point but there were many others involving weapons, physical assault, the whole unit locked down and protected by armed police, a violent rampaging family that had to be dealt with by riot police; it's stressful. I left 10 years ago and never looked back, I can recommend it.