@TheHoneyBadger I’ve been worrying about this too.
I’ve had migraines since I was 11, first one I told my parents I was dying, felt quite melancholy but resigned and they went off to the shops (I knew they’d regret when they came home and found I had actually died).
Mine were about once a year in my 20’s, none when I was pregnant and with small kids for about 8 years, in my early 40’s they started picking up speed and now, post menopausal, I get them about 12 days a month.
A couple of weeks ago I had the slurred speech, had to assisted to walk, woke up the next morning looking a wreck, one side of my face I’m convinced has dropped a bit.
I get Botox for migraines (paid for by work benefits, not sure how that works in the UK, I’m in Canada). The Botox has lessened the pain a lot and the awful feeling of poison in my shoulders (can’t think how better to describe it), but not the frequency. I still feel disassociated, nauseous, pressure behind my right eye, can’t think, blurred vision, anxious. I feel terribly vulnerable and feel I have to get home if I’m out.
I’m finding it very difficult to work but can’t afford to take extended leave (75% of my wages, not sure how long for). It’s a burden, especially when they’re chronic. My kids are (just) grown and I’m single and I do worry about having a stroke, and working myself into an early grave when my body is desperate for some peace and quiet away from work.
to all migraneurs.