Backstory as follows......!
Been with DP 4 years. I have a 9 yo from another relationship. Last summer we moved in with him but things deteriorated due to his behaviour (sulking/abusive/ generally fun sponge) and 12 weeks later We moved out again and I finished it. I wavered and we got back together again and Since then DC and I have been back with my parents (over an hour away) and we started going back to weekend visits as we had done before. I am so uncertain I really want this relationship but I'm just not sure.
Then the virus and lockdown hit. We haven't seen each other since jan now. In the last month we've really disconnected to the point where it was virtually ended. Yesterday I had a nostalgic moment and we were talking etc as we used to and I said to him I was booking Harry Potter tour in October and did he want to join us. He made lots of correct noises, said he'd seen some events we should have gone to this weekend and it'd be good if we could see each other this week to which I agreed.
Today I messaged him to say I was booking and should I get him a ticket to which he say actually no, he didn't want to drive down (never been a problem before) and was worried about the crowds. Sorry but no.
Now, if everything was fine and dandy this wouldn't be an issue, but we are seriously on the crux of splitting and contrary to what he says, he doesn't seem that fussed!!
Oh I suspect IABU but needed to vent. Sorry everyone!!