I’ve been on the mini pill (Destogestrel) for 4 weeks now. In the last week I’ve been waking up with awful anxiety. I’m not sleeping well and waking up with this pit of anxiety in my stomach. I feel so low and angry all the time, the smallest things are making me boil over with anger, so much so I’m having to take myself off to my bedroom so I don’t snap at my dh or kids. I feel completely overwhelmed and often suicidal. I have a long history of depression, I’m on mirtazipine 15mg a day (taken at bedtime) and have been on that for 4 years. It was working brilliantly for me, I was sleeping and my anxiety was kept in check. I wasn’t thrilled with the weight gain but it was more important to me that my mental health got better. I also have epilepsy and take 200mg lamatrogine a day. But since starting the pill I just feel dreadful. I feel this impending sense of doom all the time, I cry at everything and my anxiety is just horrific. I’m having physical symptoms like shaking, sweating, nausea, upset stomach. I don’t know what else is going on, nothing in my life has changed except starting the pill. Has anyone else had these symptoms? Could it be the pill?