Having a bit of a pity party this evening. I have a DS2 and DD is due any day now. DS and I went out loads over mat leave, to baby groups, soft play, stay and play etc. I don't know how I'm going to survive a year of entertaining two small children with nowhere to when it's cold and raining :( I know I'll manage and they didn't have all of these things in years gone past and were fine, but I'm feeling pretty downcast and worried about mat leave this evening.