On Thursday evening we received further guidance that meant my four days of planning needed to be completely revised. Last night at about 7pm again, they issued further guidance, some points contradicting the guidance from Thursday night.
I'm told to plan for three year groups plus key workers. I'm to phone the parents of vulnerable children everyday to discuss why they've not brought their children in. That will go down well. Now don't think that statement means I don't care or prioritise those who are vulnerable - I do - I put a lot into building up relationships so that I can support, and not all those vulnerable families are vulnerable for the same reasons. But trust me - a daily phone call as dictated is not an answer that fits all and takes up lots of time. I phoned a vulnerable family the other day and an hour later I had finished dealing with the issues - none of which were linked to safeguarding. Why do it then I can imagine you're thinking, because how can you phone and further develop those critical relationships to then say - no - don't have time to do that for you - it meant the other work on my to do list moved to later in the evening.
Then, in three weeks parents and Government are expecting the whole school back. How? Half sized class bubbles in the same building and same number of staff. Some will think but you know lots won't send their children in - easy. But I'm told to plan as if all are in as they suspect numbers will increase quickly and I need to future proof my bubbles. My plans had allowed for the whole school - I was thinking ahead - but now I'm told to focus on the first three weeks.
I want to get back - I want to make plans that will see us through to the summer but every time I put pencil to paper another email arrives with another update. I'm told it's guidance and I can do what I think is best but, and it's a big but, if someone falls ill you will be challenged on why you didn't follow the guidance.
I know many think as a profession we are cowardly, we just want to stay at home on full pay but it's not true for the majority of us.
We were told we would have three weeks to plan. We now have two (one is half term but that's fine - it's a pandemic) but we still have updates arriving. When will the updates that mean my plans have to change again and update risk assessments stop? The day before?
As many, many of us are, I'm mentally exhausted, frustrated, fearful for my staff and families and vilified by the media. I want to do my job, I want to support our children, so yes - we did plan to answer your question, but they keep changing the rules.